The harvest of our creations

Is not 'mind' the (belief and private experience of) the narrative usurping of Spirit through a focus within Spirit in support of the Will in such split reflection?

A split Consciousness such as to distort the meaning of love to the 'doer' whose sense of doing claims 'possession' of love directly from acceptance of self-concept in place of ... Spirit Moving over the face of the Waters...

Or more simply, the Movement of being that embraces and extends All That It IS in All That It Is. Not a movement in space or time - but of and in and as... Infinity - Knowing Itself through the Movement that is open and expanding Creation.

Such a moment is this... and every moment - and yet homeliness is the quality of balancing the expression of fullness or wholeness as the unique unfolding that is recognisably You - and the power of remembering to forget - as a differentiation of focus is the invitation for the Movement to enliven - to move and to know itself being ever anew. Just Be Cause.

The purpose that operated forgetting is the flip side of the purpose of remembering as a perspective of unfolding and evolving perspective. The conscious embrace of both is not a split - but a Universal Specificity both - One. Exclusive focus in the specific forms of the active desire of forgetting is masked because the loss of Home or true self-recognition is experienced as a seductive sense of a segregated personal power amidst a traumatic sense of conflict, denial and loss. Each of which reinforces the other as a sense of justified cause until they are recognized as one error.

The mask or personae of fragmentation operates the delay of such recognition of the false sense of a justification outside oneself in a narrative or story identity - given allegiance as protection from trauma and more secretly, for the persistence of the private and personal sense of control over consciousness, outcomes and narrative presentation.

Yet the recognition of active purpose opens the freedom of alignment within true or awakening desire - rising from acceptance of the purpose of remembering, that such open recogition or honesty of congruency of being invites. The creations of a split-mind are then harvested as the shared recognition, purification and appreciation of the true - from the undoing or release of the confusion within what is not. Although working in time - the remembering is inherently a restoration of the timeless in place of the definition of separation in time and space from one’s true nature and being - and aligns within the script of the awakening mind to serve the whole through all its parts - in place of the part presuming or seeking to possess or be served by the unrecognised wholeness of a denied reflection of its own sense of inner fragmentation.

Forgive the thoughts of forgetting in your whole mind for they know not what they do - is recognizing that what is unconscious cannot know or be known in loving light - and so the releasing of the denials against such thoughts and feelings is a willingness for them to be healed within a true desire of acceptance that truth is not defined or determined by mind - but accepted and served. In this is the wholeness restored, that self-concept blindly denies, when accepted as, and in place of, being.


What is porn?

What is porn? (said someone in an article about google's age)

Porn Industry: The marketisation of FORMS of intimacy as fantasy objects operating as a trojan weapon for the propagation of sex-power confusions to usurp and replace any movement of intimacy with fantasy ritual given sacrifice to hollow out in place of a real relationship?

The free access to free porn via google suggests that porn 'industry' (come again?) is supported by other than customer payment and that google is tacitly complicit in shared or mutually serving agenda.

The freedom to engage in loveless thought and behaviour is also the freedom to accept and be moved in love. Every choice has consequences from which one can learn. Engaging in loveless behaviour reinforces its foundation as a sense of driven or forced-choice behaviour to which one sacrifices or denies true desire. That is to say what we focus in, is what we become defined and identified by. Every choice has consequence but only self-honesty can evaluate truly. A fantasy self provided with fantasy distractions no longer knows it has a choice - being captured by the attempt to capture for itself alone.

One can argue or assert all kinds of things in terms of exceptions because there is more to life than right/wrong thinking and its carrot and stick of guilt-driven correctness. But I am not seeking a moral coercion here so much as an observational description as a witnessing FOR love - whether it flowers as a totally natural and spontaneous undefended opening to one another or lies-a-bleeding or becomes lost in-a-mist. Most of what is riding on sex is about power.

The corruption of power is not just relative to 'psychopathic elites' - but pervasive to a society that hates love, is embarrassed and ashamed to love and seeks and finds - or is found by - the power to deny love under a false narrative fantasy experience. True self-love is an acceptance that releases the driven urger to be someone else in some other moment. Well here I am... It's me. Being found by love is that quality through which all things are added you - but not in a getting compulsive way that reinforces a fantasy of self in denial and robs you of your Soul-awareness. But that is the marketizing and weaponizing of a self-destructive program hidden in bait. It runs "keep me from facing what I do not want to face" - and reinforces the sense of powerlessness and worthlessness - often in aggressive assertions of power and self-inflation. Porn-aggression.

Context is Everything and without asserting/accepting a mind of false framing - Life unfolds unto Its own shared recognition.

Living a Lie?

3 Things to Prepared for No Matter Which Candidate Wins the Election
article at Waking Times


The mind of Judgement

This is a response to Wayne
(His communication to me is given below or within  the page: here)

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Terms of usage can already encapsulate judgement - so as to 'interpret' all events, relations or communications to support a framework of judgement - which is a self-assertion of a narrative reality upon self-other and world.
I see that everyone always chooses what - in that moment - is the better or not the worse choice for them relative to the definitions they are judging or working from. Most of which are 'already hidden' as subconscious habit and unconscious or denied self.

I would say that you cannot judge but in the wish-belief to be the judge you can only judge the self you made - and ascribe it to self-inadequacies or guilts, to others and to the world and life or God. This IS to make a world in our own image unlike true Creation.

Self growth can mean anything - but in the sense of growing in capacity for honest relational recognition, balance and communication within our whole lives - (from out of a partial sense given to exclusivity) - yes it is the relinquishment or passing through of judgement that removes the block to the recognition of love (and I don't talk here of the substitute for love that passes as currency of manipulating intent).

The psychopathic blindness presumes the right to unfettered pursuit of happiness - in the terms set by the self he or she believe themselves to be - but is unwilling to engage introspection excepting to make a better weapon or mask of deceit by which to get.

Intellectual discussions about the need for judgement tend to be in the realm of validating, and rejecting - through the use of judgement - in terms of already accepted judgements.

Insofar as judging thought arises - one can be oblivious and let it run as if it is your mind, or one can notice it, watch it and see and feel what it is, where it is coming from, the purpose or intent it embodies and importantly... feel it - rather than let it tell you how to feel and therefore how to react.

Discernment is a gift of - or freely arising recognition - you may cover this with self-justifying judgement to 'maintain a sense of power and control' but the movement of being is not self-controlled from some presumption of 'outside self'. There is no such thing excepting virtually As If. So indeed the virtual self is at war within itself - and while we want it to be true we use it to block our native or natural awareness of our true being - by our own will and word. And so we have our reward and feel or experience the receipt of the thought of intent we give - according to the ideas and definitions we accept true of us.

Mind is inherently reflective - that is - whatever is held and accepted or given focus of desire, in awareness, goes forth to multiply as form, embodiment and be experienced, felt and known. "And He saw it was very Good!" is a sense of Self-recognition of perfectly aligned or unconflicted Creation.
The 'Prodigal Wasteland' is a reflection of no less perfectly reflected experience - of a segregative, conflicting and separating SENSE of self-specialness. AS IF - to take an inheritance from a Living Father so as to serve a separated virtual sense of self - experienced in place of Reality.

"I Am" can only be truly spoken and felt by true being - of a true Source. Listen within. For the term "I" can refer to awareness of Reality - in no way separate from all it beholds - or to the self-concept "I" through which all things are judged fitting and supportive - and so 'good' or unfitting and weakening or threatening - and so 'evil'. Lording it over Life is an oxymoron or self contradiction, but glorying in self-image is an image of self as primary, to which all else must conform or align in - or be denied and punished as if to 'correct' the form - as if the form is the true meaning or had built in and fixed meaning.

A world of 'correctness' is a coercive deceit in which hollow forms are joylessly sacrificing to such tyranny.

The Tree of a true knowing is not rejecting of itself - in order to possess for itself - and thus become possessed or blocked by mind of judgement.

If one observes and thus recognizes and accepts that to EVERY action there is an equal but opposite reaction, then it is one's own receiving and giving that must be brought into a light of honest account - for it is what you accept as the meanings arising from the definitions of any situation - that is your life - and the basis from which you live and therefore give or demonstrate.

If coming from a fearful or hateful self-belief or intent - no matter how well hidden or disguised - then only fruit in like kind can  result.  That you have capacity to accept hatred is the capacity to refuse it - but you will not refuse that which seems power or protector to your self - and so a willingness to enquire and feel into what is moving - while it is moving - instead of being triggered into reaction automatically. To use the ability of control to operate on the action resulting from conflicted feeling and thought - so as to allow awareness to 'rise' as a calmer mind allows - in which to discern or know and feel who you are in the "I Am" by yielding the self-concept and all its conflict to a FRESH take in place of a mis-take. Wholeness of being is 'already' moving - but a fragmented mind engages and diverts attention within its OWN version of 'self', relationship and reality. To notice anew is to feel 'connected' again in the living - restored to a felt quality of wholeness in which a sense and support for how to be in the situation at hand is implicit. Until the habit of "going it alone" or managing within a sense of isolation or un-supportedness - triggers the defence mechanism as if a natural focus.

A lack of love is not in itself an existence or true being - but it can be given a sense of autonomy through fear, guilt and denial.
A lack of love can therefore mask itself as anything and everything - and seem to run the world. The investment in hating evil - as each judges it to be for them - is the core identification by which to assert a limiting or denying sense of segregative self - apart from and OTHER to the hated, feared or shameful sense of reality - of self. This is the 'power to separate' - or the nature of separation trauma. But it is a deceit - because what is denied or pushed away remains with us - but manifests in ways we wont recognize because - in a sense - we swore never to un-hide the act by which to seem to live a life WE our self judge or control so as to limit a sense of total loss of self. Is such 'thinking' not our first born son? Is the willingness to release it in desire for truth the way of receiving gift of all that is true in what we made?

"The holiest of all the spots on earth is where an ancient hatred has become a present love".

In Reply to:


When it comes to self growth "Seeing Other People As The Problem Is The Problem".
This is probably more than an ego or flight or fight mental and emotional habit. The perception of distance like here and over there reinforces separateness and singularity. The more our actions differ, the more distance we see between us and them. If we are of one mind, the more we say they are like us and cooperation trumps and suspends competitiveness. To blame is to see a large distance from where they are, as to where I perceive myself to be (or desire to be).
According to biblical scripture we are discouraged from judging others. This however is impossible using the fight or flight mechanism of survival.
To protect your child, and thereby encourage the best possible outcomes for happiness, you make a judgement that a pedophile would make a poor choice as a babysitter for your child. Without any condemnation your judgement is both protective and wise. But judgement moves from the temporary and flexible (your feelings may change someday), to the rigid and permanent (condemnation or hatred) if your child has been hurt in such a manner. So judgement may be justified to avoid hurt, repair, inconvenience and blame as guilt or hate (regret).
Years ago I read about an exercise to suspend hate and limit judgement. It simply involved saying to yourself "I AM THAT" whenever you looked upon another person and garnered a quick superficial judgement about what you saw or felt about them. It is an exercise in eliminating distance and singularity.
The thief, the killer, the rapist, the liar, the cheater, the prostitute, the drug addict, the poor father, the broke, the disheartened and the destitute, all things THAT I AM, not just capable of under the >same< circumstances, but AM, as there is only oneness and therefor no difference or distance, as both space and time change everything!

"No tree has branches so foolish as to fight amongst themselves"

If one believes that to EVERY action there is an equal but opposite reaction, then those with the greatest deplorable, disgusting, habits and challenges in life, may also be the worlds greatest assets.
Those therefor that hate may also be those most capable of expressing love in proportion?


Psychopathic hate follow-up

Further commentary within the page:
Why Are There So Many Psychopaths in Positions of Power?

To Wayne's response to my comment to Jo below:

I warn against identifying in or being controlled by hate.The assertion of identity is invested in attachment to self-definitions that are forms of demand for things to be a certain way - or deliver a specific outcome - as a sense of control or power over life. But such identity is different from being identified perfectly within a greater sense of communication and relationship, for it is rigid and fixed as opposed to receptive and flowing.

The mutually agreed definition of a fenced in defence - as the sense of right and power of self - is fundamentally a war mind of 'conditional love' in which certain conditions are set to be met so as not to elicit hateful reaction or outcome - and the undercurrent struggle to win rather than lose position operates by deceit as a hateful agenda - for it seeks 'self' at EXPENSE of other while masking in forms of manipulative intent.

To truly see hate working our mind is to recognize you are not IT. But hate operates a mind of defences of every kind by which to validate itself and justify its hate as righteous or necessary power. Guilt and blame is the currency of such a mind and seems to be our only leverage of power or manipulation of it - in oneself or upon another.

I am suggesting that this is a fundamental mistake from which a destructive and hateful outcome is assured  - indefinitely and repetitively. I am not suggesting that love among equals requires you to be a doormat. Live your life, extend your presence, be the communication that is true of you - fully - and as an honouring of the presence and communication of others.

The fear of OTHER is part of the fixed identity. Expanding and embracing cultural differences is a process of willingness and communication. Sudden exposures to multiple OTHERNESS can freak out - or revert the mind to fight or flight mode - in which communication is lost to a primitive survival response.

When survival instinct is invested with hatred - it becomes extremely destructive to self, other and world. Responsibility is to waking up! - or the outsourcing and fighting over blame keeps us in division, conflict, pain and darkness with false 'lights' of rightness or victory over and against false assignments of evil to the intent of others.

Blame and hate FEELINGS come up to be healed or undone to a healed perspective. If you hate and blame hate and blame feelings - you ensure that NEVER will healing reach you. You have to be responsible for honestly feeling what you feel and finding what is true for you - or not. Of course others can held and certain situations can align helpfully - but first there has to be the stirring of desire for freedom from self-hate and its futility. For we first hate our self and life in some way that then projects out. It did not align to what we believed we wanted - and guess what - everyone and everything else is mostly to blame - or in psychopathic terms, totally blamed.

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Power elitists 'play' their respective compliant populations. They operate 'narrative identity'.
Unless one recognizes the operative 'identity' - one is run by it - and it runs to keep darkness defended against light.
If anti-semitism isn't constantly refuelled - the Jewish identity would fade to national integration. That is not to be allowed - and so the deep fear that everyone ELSE will turn upon you and kill you is kept never too far away. Such fears operate beneath rational thinking - as every advertiser and propagandist knows.
I recommend you beware of hatred - and its capacity to likewise trigger reaction from unconscious fear. Perhaps recognizing the lie of a false identity uncovers a self-hatred that few are willing to pass through - whatever their cultural background.
But instead of projecting it away onto OTHER - we can recognize a lack of love in our mind that calls for healing and not for stamping out or scapegoating onto the OTHER. So whether you are paid to inflame hate or part of a zombie army - Jewish identity politics is different from any kind of Jewish - Semitic or otherwise - inheritance.
And humanity suffers from false identification that power-seekers (on all levels) exploit and nurture - so it's up to you to check in with more honesty than your conditioning will allow you to open to. Hate is blind and I could say, psychopathic.

In reply to:
 Jo Syphus who said to the main article:

Those aren't psychopaths, just regular jews

Psychopathic power

Why Are There So Many Psychopaths in Positions of Power?


True Cause - at one with its Effect

We must recognize that singe events have multiple causes.

Lab-grown meat

Execution at Happy Farm
Which world would be better: one in which all meat is grown in a lab or one which still contains humanely farmed animals?

The divine fire of Philip K Dick’s religious visions

The divine fire of Philip K Dick’s religious visions

The comment box for this article was titled "Are religious visions best understood in terms of mental illness?"

My Comment:

Individuals 'best understand' anything in terms that work for them and this of course depends on their accepted and active self definition. Some define emotional and mental dysfunctions as a result of relational communication breakdowns as 'mental illness' for their own reasons and others have such put upon them - along with forced medications etc.

Our experience can be defined and limited by conceptual identities that deny other perfectly valid but socially tabboo realms of consciousness - in fact consciousness is effectively taboo to expand or awaken as - EXCEPT as one's societal conditioning allows.

The opening into a realm of Meaning that cannot be meaningfully translated into our current conceptual grasp is often associated with a conflicted identity - where the new perspective is not established, grounded or integrated and the personality loses balance and experiences conflicted and fragmenting purpose - in fear, in self guilt and projected blame. But the dis-ease is primarily in the conflict that such expansion reveals - for it was already latent but did not show significant symptoms within the reality agreements of the social norm - that shares such conflicts and normalizes them.

Experience does not have to be labelled 'religious' or 'illness' just because it doesn't fit the official reality consensus. 'Bleedthroughs' of Soul connections or exchanges of information are part of a multidimensionality from which a filtered conscious self-sense operates above - and generally unconscious of - in part from the identification with a continuity narrative.

Dick' account shows that 'a sense of loss of such experience of Meaning - left a contrasting meaninglessness in which he at least temporarily became suicidally depressed. It might be said that his lack of awareness did not mean a lack of support in his continuing existence and Phillip K Dick - for his personality level was not the authorizer of ending his life - though in some sense it may have been the covering over of the 'numinous'.

It is noticable that the opening into Mind or Consciousness is often traumatic and yet also beatific and the former can be a confusion of awe with terror - for the 'mind' of our personality cannot understand in its own limited terms - yet can stand under in terms of receiving guidance and support for the integration of consciousness within Consciousness - for there are no walls or distances in the non-physical so much as vibrational frequencies of focus that allow an experience of separate self sense as part of the extended self sense - and the idea non physical and non-temporal Soul extending into multiple realities at once and yet embracing all of them as one is not yet given general acceptance - but insofar as truth is in any case the case - the linkages between apparently diverse elements - when exposed to our 'waking' awareness - become part of the anomalies in search of a narrative embrace or conscious acceptance - or more likely pushed down and away in the protective gesture of re-asserting the established identity; the 'devil we know' or think we know and thus believe as a sense of self control amidst... Infinity?

It should be noted that what is normal in our world is far from sane. Of course insanity can be redefined as sane - and must be if it is not to be immediately addressed. Whereas the recognition of insanity paradoxically witnesses the opening of a context of sanity from which to recognize the mis-identification. For some this can occur via dramatic experiences - for others in a relatively smooth transitional series of steps. But insanity - as a denial of a prior or true nature - cannot actually persist without dependency upon the very nature it denies to seem to exist - and this is active as a self-destructive pattern in human endeavour today - as it was under dictate of the Roman State. They used the modified form of the Christian religion to 'unify' a diverse Empire while 'sanctifying' state power - which decreed what was and was not sane or acceptable via the masking of religious controls.

This can also be seen in the individual who demands or asserts such as to stop or deny or limit any feared or unwanted change to their thought system or sense of self-control. Most of which is a form of limiting and denying validity to Consciousness - excepting where it supports the current need.

But a true self-acceptance meets the true need. Denial of feelings and thoughts is against the grain as a persistent strategy and leads to breakdown as a means to health - for a true foundation is fundamental to any degree of consciousness and the more unified in purpose, the more scope and richness of experience - aka 'Life more abundant'.

The mark of the Beast?

Why Is There Suddenly Such A Huge Push For ‘Mark Of The Beast’ Technology?

The Beast rises up from the Deep...
The patterns of deceit by which a coercive sense of control over a separated sense of Life are coming up into awareness.
That which 'operated' in the 'dark' or the deep of Unconsciousness is being illuminated.
What is this but our core separation trauma - and its immediate reactive 'mind' of fragmentation and struggle for power of control and position?
The human conditioning has never not been active in our known or even dimly remembered mythic history - being the "fall" or rather the belief, identity and defensive protection of the "separation" - which is active in belief and story but not in the actual capacity or gift of existence awareness.
The 'mind' that has been a sense of power and protection is relative to the fragmentation that formed to NOT KNOW what was then overwhelming - and the fear of loss of control, loss of self, loss of power and so forth is the trigger of a survival mentality that could be called 'reptilian' or primitive - being an subconscious fight or flight response for specific occasions within the experience of physical reality. However in the "Control" mentality it becomes the defacto "mind" that looks out on food . ammo. ally or threat - no matter what is actually present - and even comes to believe its existence depends on propagating enmity and division - and hence obfuscation and darkness - so as to "survive". Except this operates a self and other-destructive agenda (as the tares amidst the wheat) which bring pain, deprivation, misery and death - along with the potential to PAUSE from reaction and question the beliefs and core definitions that bring such repeated experience - rather than persist in what actually does not and cannot really work.

The key to take from what I feel to offer here is that you cannot expect or make anyone ELSE release their 'control' mentality or fearful sense of self-definition, but you can PAUSE from thought or behavioural reaction to NOTICE more of what is going on beneath your own thinking and perception - and the behaviours that then seem automatic or 'natural' to such a sense of personal opportunity or threat - but which are embodying and supporting a fearful script from which a fearful world reflects - even if done in a wish or intention of being 'kind or loving'. One has to look to the very foundation in a true willingness for Life - as an embrace and embracing quality of communication and relationship.

The escalation of 'control' technologies, is the SAME as the rising of the sense of UNCONTROLLABLE-NESS, but a relationship of honouring communication does not require external coercive controls to find balance and harmony in all its parts.
The nature of control needs to relinquish the hateful and focus in control against the allowing of hateful reaction. PAUSING the 'machine mind' to allow creative perspective to restore integrity.

Whatever your 'mind' tells you, your choice or acceptance of foundation is the determiner of the world you meet. If you are tricked by reaction, this becomes the re-education of vigilance against trickery WITHIN yourself. Once you begin to awaken your own 'inner' sense of Sonship (of Life) and brotherhood (in Life), you naturally operate a in supportive and protective way for others as your self in a wholeness of being - rather than feeding the TROLL of conflict, born of lack of love,that operates guilt, hate, and deceits of masked agenda in which trust is lost to a manipulative intent.

The true presence of you is like the Sun - in that it may be covered over with clouds - and yet remains un-coverable to a true desire. True desire is the 'enemy' of a control system - so in order to wake yourself, you have to open from it in a genuine willingness - as you are moved. For we are moved truly - but denied that to allow only what seemed 'safe' to be seen in.

Hating and fearing the 'controllers' or manipulators is only feeding their identity-fragment as part of keeping the state of isolation in which such identities seem meaningful or necessary. As Earth moves out of 'quarantine' a multi-dimensional quality of Existence renders the currency of 'control' increasingly or even suddenly redundant - though perhaps if this IS entangled with your heart's desire - you may live its 'lordship' in some way as to recognize its lack of fulfilment. Nothing external can truly fulfil that which is itself programmed by a sense of deprivation and lack. Everything stolen, steals your Peace - by your own word is it so - and not at the hand of another.

Being moved is the nature of the focusing within consciousness - and what we accept or choose to be moved by or FROM is the most fundamental freedom or indeed waking responsibility unto ourself and unto all. Balance does not arise from the carrot and stick - but if we recognize our own choice for carrot and stick 'mind' operates the denial of the true movement of our being - then we can leave the choice for carrot and stick like un-taken bait, and be open to the movement of being that is associated with guidance and support from WITHIN - that also communicates through synchronicities of what seems 'without'.

Though I write with words and ideas - the willingness to yield WITHIN is wordless or simple and requires no change to first occur. Regardless the terms you do or don't have or use for your true being - it embraces you perfectly but only to your willingness will your desire rise in the clear. And even so it comes into a mind that is habituated to exploit, attack and usurp - yet only scripts itself as having 'lost it' or been cut off in some way. Separation trauma rise from self-concept or rigidly mind-framed sense of self. As long as one persists the condition of separation and rejection, does the reflected denial seem to come back at us in distressing disguises.

There is within us, a re-integrative movement of being - because there has been a set into a segregative imposition upon the movement of being. healing and wholeness is not an overcoming of enemy so much as a yielding to true alignment. One may meet great resistance to such in oneself and therefore manifest conflict, drama and heartbreak - before arriving at a simplicity of vision and choice - in which the 'choiceless' moves spontaneously of itself - without reference to a negative in terms of self justification or apology. Such witness to Life is joy - it all or any form of expression.

Don't just do something - STAND there - and know intimately the movement of being that embraces and inspires a free willing response or creativity - as a unifying purpose of joy - and not a coercive attempt to impose or assert form - 'that doth the winged Life destroy...'.
Let the roles be played out that ARE serving your awakening perspective - and be found in the Living rather than counted among the dead - and perhaps your simple and perhaps thought-less witness stirs those who had so deeply forgotten that they have a true belonging in a greater Intimacy of being - than the mind of itself can believe or conceive true - even here - and now.

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Ah but is it the heart's witness to truth or a self-commentary from one who presumes to be above his brother?
Not all who cry "Lord Lord!" are recognizable in truth.
The word in the heart is usurped by the framing of a form-obsessed mind. Or rather - it is written indelibly - but covered over with much ado about... something that seems so necessary in its timing - in its framing - in its self-assertiveness. Calm the storm and know truly.

In Reply to:
wayne - who wrote:

Jesus writes His name on your heart. Satan writes his name on your forehead. One by willingness, the other by force.
In the past, bullets and food decided who lived and who died, but soon that will be decided electronically at the stroke of a finger, all in the name of security and convenience.
Ironically billions will only find death secured and highly inconvenient, but.........isn't technology wonderful? And besides, you did ask for it and will embrace it with death defying excitement and anticipation I'll bet!
Concise article although sad that its coming.


Everything is connected in You

Jon Rappoport writes on ‘what is the Matrix’

I don't agree with the way he frames his communication:

My response:

There is a misunderstanding here. The matrix is the mind that pretends to disconnect - and claims that 'individuality' is a power unto itself and thinks IT has and can exploit imagination at will - but becomes trapped within its own definitions in a world of separate and oppositional polarities.

So it is not that all the separate ones or things are connected - but that they are never truly separate or disconnected from the Imagination in which they arise.
That sense of disconnect and power over a part of the game of identifying with the character of the dream as if the dream is not Your separation experience of the Wholeness (though it hasn't got a name because there is no one and nothing OUTSIDE to make an object of it. Or be an object to It.
Clearly something is arising as experience and the nature of that is always an expression of what YOU are defining yourself in relation to your world. It is a dance in which the one has experience of differentiation of partial and unique perspective and Infinitely so.

Humpty never truly fell. But the belief runs on. You don't need to put him together again - but merely to open to the Source of your being by NOT struggling with or from a false premise and making it real for you thereby.
There is a reintegrating movement to a fragmented sense of being and your do recognize yourself more directly, more intimately and more expansively as a result of re-alignment within who you truly are rather than struggling from a basis that is not the true of you.

But one cannot talk this true. The experiencing of what we are as we are is part of allowing new perspective in - which indeed can be seen as a Life serving free willing creative imagination that embodies in active willingness to live from what is revealed rather than make an identity to then try to sell or validate on others. For one of the ways we do not let healing in is to run off with some of the forms of insight before we have really let them become in us.

Nothing exists without the rest of All That Is. Give me anything that has independent existence - for there is no such thing! - yet the wish-belief to BE such a one must colour all else likewise.

Everything - and much more than we are currently or consciously aware of is an expression or embodiment of Existence. Existence itself is dimensionless and contains infinite dimensions - which include awareness of existing - and that is where you are - whether you recognize this is what you are, or prefer to identify in your own terms. They don't actually change what you are - but they do create a focus of experience. Your experience is not a punishment or vengeance - but such ideas have found receptivity and acceptance in your mind and so you are liable to receive or interpret in the measure you have given out.

Show me anything you can experience that is outside your consciousness... Show me one thing you can experience that you cannot imagine... Yet you can experience an expansion of scope so as to appreciate a richer and more intimate sense of whatever it is you are accepting focus in.

It is the 'ego' sense that is not connected to anything - and makes up meanings that redefine the Living into a slave or as stuff to exploit and lay to waste. This thing seeks dominion and to determine judgement and definition and control over instead of extending recognition of worth. It is a weird 'creation' that has no independent existence because it rides on your determination to have it your OWN way at expense of others. This is self-contradicting but seems to make sense within its own framing. But makes nonsense of who you truly are.

It is a hopeless futility to try to create a 'positive' upon a negation of your self/Life and then assert that in place of who you are. But having done so - you can yield this imaged identifiction of 'self' to your Source and all that is true floats to the top while all that is false falls away unwanted. Why? Because you want freedom, joy, peace and the quality of love to rise freely in you because that is who you are and who you recognize yourself to be.

What about the evil shit then?
That which does not fall away untrue still has your allegiance and support. You are still getting something you think you want from it and even if 'hidden in your unconscious - it remains active until you check it out and become clear instead of hiding in what used to seem to work.
While hatred is active - love will be killed or denied - unless you move the hatred within a willingness to be healed of it . Under rage is hate and under hate is hurt. Hurt is a heart thing. It hurts in the heart. The mind attempts to displace and redistribute pain. Doesn't work. Re vision. Look anew. Be honest with your feelings - denied feelings turn dark. It takes whatever it takes but as the silly ad says - You're worth it... because you Exist. Not because you deserve or are unworthy in the terms you made up and believed. Because you Exist. There's a connection that can be overlaid with narrative - but remains unchanged. And you can Feel this here and now whenever you take off you mind and be exactly this.


Backing the wrong horse?

How I Know for Sure I am Not Yet Enlightened

The above article looks for certainty in a negative and then seeks to use that as a positive.

My comment:

A false belief does not require work to lose its currency of usefulness. If you assert the untrue as if true - that is very different from accepting the false as if true - and has its own underlying beliefs as to what you get out of choosing to persist in a knowing 'lie'.

As someone pointed out the personal enlightenment is an oxymoron or self-contradiction. Self contradiction is the device of the mind which can believe and follow what is not true or out of true in allegiance to something valued above true - or usurping true - whereby the false thinking operates to deny true recognition - while believing itself right in its judgements.

To be sure that you are not enlightened is a strange 'knowledge' to be certain in claiming as true. Is a certainty of being felt and known in ANY claim of self-defined identity?
The lack of any claim or conclusion of self allows a receptivity or conductivity for Life to be itself and recognize itself in its own terms. A true sense of unalloyed worth extends to all and recognizes itself in all. Only the mind creates the definitions and narratives of unworthiness relative to self image or concept - and so seeks to find validation or the means to become 'worthy' - which only reinforces the original mis-idenification.

Acceptance of who you are - or the movement that is being Everything right where you are, is adding nothing and taking nothing away from what is already true - which arises naturally from releasing the investment in forms of identification that operate denial.
In that sense the willingness to know nothing and find or be found in beginner's mind opens a receptivity that presumed knowledge blocks, filters or distorts. Every moment is a new beginning - or rather a fresh appreciation. IF the mind comes in - does it have to be given a negative role? Or can it be noticing the mind?

The feeling of Existence knows itself being - and wherever I am is defined in any differentiation from the primary quality of existence, I has experience in terms of that self-definition. When we are aligned with our true nature, we are identified perfectly - with no 'identity struggle' for validation, apology or justification. To be certain of identity struggle is to stop the messenger from delivering the message by persisting in the conditions where communication cant get through.

Self conflict, disease, denial and deceit

What you’ll never read about virus-research fraud: The rabbit hole
by Jon Rappoport

 The article is about deceits masking as science and indicates how once a story of false association can be got to 'stick' - other leverage can use that false premise without being challenged.

I wrote with reflections on the nature of such misidentification and its undercurrent patterns of self-conflicted misalignment and imbalance.

Mis-identity operates by false association. From false premise logic proceeds automatically.
It wont seem like logic if the premise is insane. Un-owned and un-healed fear operates contagion of self-replicating patterning - though it can mutate or shift form and trigger infection by reactions that then validate false premise. But a sense of lack will go forth and multiply lack. An abundance of lack. Why not play a different movie, now we see how powerful is the Projector to magnify and share whatever we hold desire and focus in?

Whereas mistakes can be inadvertently followed until feedback uncovers and corrects, deceitful manipulation looks for opportunity to leverage an already active fear or guilt, by offering a displacement of the inner conflicted relational breakdown, to an outer agency of 'causation' - this relieves the fearful one of personal responsibility in large part because the cover story is an authority that can not only diagnose, but treat - or at least manage the 'dis-ease' in such a way as to to minimise or block its effects or symptoms and claim efficacy. This then proceeds to invalidate anything that would expose the ruse - because the underlying core issue is of the drive to deny and 'escape' extreme and intolerable inner conflict by asserted pretence and denial that is both coercive and manipulative in the name of survival relative to overwhelming experience that cannot in its timing find resolution.

The coercive mind of manipulation 'is' the matrix - and attracts and aligns ('bands') with corresponding vibratory match in others - as well as attracting and reinforcing itself by filtering or blocking any other channel of communication.

Holding contradictory premises involves very fast shifting back and forth between unrelated or opposing premises of self in such a way as to present a unifying continuity narrative - that is operating as a cover story for the engaging and protecting of a compartmentalized attention - which includes the notion of a private mind and symbolizes itself as the seemingly autonomous 'body' that it regards as limiting it and separating it from All That Is.

Giving priority of focus to the presentation of face - or front - bands 'conscious experience' and blind-siding what must not be acknowledged or shown bands those facets of self-experience as 'unconscious'. The acting out upon body of believed 'separation needs' arise from assertive self-concept over a wholeness - a wholeness that has set itself into a fragmented loss of identity by summoning all the king's horses and all the king's men - which operates as the denial of the feeling being and of the sense-expression of body in balance - as well as the core function of blocking creative imagination - which is in a sense blamed for the mess as a self/god of good/evil who must be sacrificed to and appeased so as to stay the hand of vengeance or rage and allow some crumbs of comfort by which a tiny sense of self can 'survive' and in its own tiny framework focussed in as 'the world' prevail as a power of like kind.

A schizophrenic god with psychopathic personality facets... God and self are different frequency tags of the same idea - but the coercive denial implicit in self-concept - as an exclusive oppositional power or capacity - divides and rules out true balance in seeking only reinforcement and conformity to its self-premise - and it feels denied, betrayed, rejected and abandoned - with all the corresponding imprints of rage and fear - that are themselves denied and pushed back and down into the body - and reflecting as every kind of assault or affliction upon the body, whose original nature is covered over by layers and layers of defence of such fragmented complexity that the human conditioning is taken as a reality-premise. And the few who challenge or uncover it meet the same core intolerable separation trauma as ever - because it has not found a way to come up and be healed or undone of its false premise.

However, sickness is a crisis of healing for it is at root a call for help that often seeks only where it cannot be found - or for pre-set limited help with removing symptoms without requiring any transformation or awakening perspective of corrected error. And in extreme forms as the usurping of disease by pre-empting its own fear by sacrificing life before any disease has in fact occurred.
Mistakes can be inadvertently followed until feedback reveals the mistake - but the hatred of life that runs in the 'back' uses such dark pathways to effect the pushing down and denying of life.
The unworthy population becomes the scapegoat of disease and limiting the symptoms operates population 'control' agenda. This wont be said up front - but just back a bit is the boardroom meeting and the networking of 'concern' that 'sees' the problem as it really is and pre-empts total chaos and loss with surgical sacrifice of any proportion but that the 'power to prevail and protect its power' persists.

 The jack in the box comes up with all the force it is pushed down. But the force is not in conflict when you recognize it is all your own. The need to box in or box off from by force, is different from simply tuning into what you want and attracting it in thought word and deed as your own creative discovery. There is no conflict in doing what you truly want. But conflicts come up to be recognized and undone. A lack of worthiness in a sense of denial and wrongness of self masking as if to 'right' itself only persists the original belief in lack of self. Don't look to concept for the living - be moved - be receptive to being moved and regain a trust of balancing within all that you are - which is always more than any idea or image.


Infinite And Individual

Reality is not immortal
by Jon Rappoport

My comment to Jon's article on the power of Individual imagination:

Presuming to judge 99.999% of spiritual 'systems' (oxymoron warning!) - or in fact presuming to judge another - is a use of the imagination for the purpose of asserting a 'rightness' over and against a 'wrongness'.

Why not use Imagination to communicate without resort to ascribing the bad, ignorant or evil to 'Others or Them? Why not uncover and address the underlying beliefs and use story to illuminate how the ruse works in each 'mind' subscriber.

The stories enacted as our world are narrative realities and if you experience your part of such - then it is valid for you to learn and grow through - including the recognition that self-definitions and supporting narrative operate your current 'reality' perspective - and so uncovering these opens the true power to choose or focus from a wider perspective than the triggered or conditioned reactions to such 'reality experience' dictate.

There is no need to DIS anything that is ultimately PART OF your greater Imagination and therefore YOU. In fact the attempt to eradicate or get rid of unwanted self is the way to recycle and KEEP it. That is why J said 'resist ye not evil' - for what you resist persists in manifesting within your reality experience. But what you 'put or leave behind you' as a result of focussing wholly in what you both WANT and recognize within yourself is left unused - excepting insofar as it served to set up a scope or spectrum of experience within which to awaken at a perspective both infinite and individual - both - and at once.

There is no individual outside and apart from the infinite - but only an idea of autonomous personality - which is confusing the brush with the Painter.
In alignment with awakened joy we are 'on purpose' and 'get out of our own way' so as to let into and channel or facilitate the embodiment of truly Felt Self - rather than the filtering distortions of a self-assertive 'getting' mechanism.

Though I have some critical commentary to the way Jon frames some of his ideas - I celebrate THAT these areas are brought into the open where we can reflect, recognize and reintegrate from a true foundation - that can only be uncovered. It cannot merely be asserted or believed or bought or sold into slavery.


True Foundation

Know Thyself!
Until you know yourself you are operating out of false premises. What can you then expect!
The blaming mind of good-bad is not a reliable guide – or rather leads into reliance on a compulsive or driven behaviour under an authoritarian or coercive ‘will’.
The true/false IS a true guide. But – it takes one to know one – and the opening of a true foundation is the Beginning – (and the way – and the end – if allowing a foundation then brings forth in like fruit).

An insane confusion under false premises ‘manifests’ a straight-jacket, a prison-planet, a destructive intent masking in positive terms, a mind-trap, a splitting ‘mind’ that blocks the original or true function of Mind.

Like vibrational frequencies are already one ‘level’ or ‘channel’. If you participate in fear-thinking you operate out from a fearfully defined sense of self. (Note I did not say honestly feeling fears when they arise and embracing them). The forms of the fear-thoughts may seem ‘positive’ but the effect will be segregative, separating, and disconnected experience of struggle.

When enough people (reinforcement) get stuck (in defining their experience in rigid and fixed terms) in the same place (identifying in struggle) – they call it ‘reality’.

As long as you deny or invalidate other choices you will still at some level be choosing them. You cannot ignore the effects of your subconscious and unconscious thoughts just because they are ‘out of mind’ or projected and associated with ‘THEM!” or ‘Others’. Or rather, you cannot forever deny yourself.

In reply to:
Manifesting What You Want


Self-conformity drawn from relational construct

Collectivism and engineered perception
by Jon Rappoport

My commenting:

Before you extrapolate to 'group' consider the 'relationship'. As the concept of a relationship is NOT the relating or living communication being shared. So the concept of the group.
The collective expression of infinite individuality is a synchronicity - BUT the conformity or fitting into ideas of 'self' as derived from the 'couple' or the group, or society - is a construct.

While ultimately this conformity is life-denying - for a relationship is only as alive as the life being brought to it - and if a conformity to a consensus reality denies such life - there is a hollow automaton in substitution for life - BUT the capacity to learn to balance within relationship is the creative expression of it.

An un-relational 'individuality' may be psychopathic - if 'otherness' has never been recognized as a gift of self-knowledge and acceptance or love.

Balancing the self, the other and Life is what Jesus points to in the two commandments ascribed to him but actually representing a core realisation. Life with an L being used for G-d because "God" has been so abused as a weapon and a masking of hidden and un-owned hate. Any form can be used to mask 'hidden' meanings.

The core foundation that embodies Sanity is not manufactured by any act or thought or imagination - being Cause of the capacity to imagine, think and act. And so a false foundation is a false framing of true Cause - such as separation trauma with which we are all familiar - which is of course also the framework of 'mind-control' instead of mind-focusing freely.

Taking some of a Good Idea and going forth in righteousness is the getting of an identity AGAINST evil - and this is a deceit by which to hide fear and hate and yet mask it in the distortions of relationship and communication that then ensue.

You are your own Matrix!
But in your participation within deceit your in effect playing a kind of Pokeman Go! until you tire of it - for it can Never Be completed. How can you know if your are aligning truly or against your unique signature vibration of being - (your individuality)? By honestly feeling for dissonance in body, emotion and mind and noting what such dissonance is symptomatic of. But you can only be and grow the current level of integrity you have available to where you are at - by living From and As it.

The exclusive identification in an imagination seared or scorched into your unconscious and subconscious by overwhelming imbalance of terror and rage given Total Reality and therefore justification, is like a wound up spring that has set the complexity of the world of war... to operate a defence against knowing who you are.
Your Creation cannot be 're-Given' but you can release any other 'gift' you have given and so received so as to re-Member and be re-Minded. That Creation is Itself Creative is in the image of its Creator - for there is no limit of closed system upon the Infinite in Expression. Yet the idea of limits or closed off 'mind' is obviously a part of a much greater pallet through which to experience.

While negatively defined - the self is always seeking NOT to have certain experiences - or seeking other experience as a sense of power and protection from the hated or unwanted experience. But it is not enough to declare 'there is nothing wrong with me' while a core sense of dissonance operates to displace it onto 'Them' or 'others' or 'World'.

Lack of self-acceptance cannot but manifest as self-sabotaging thought and deed, or leak out as hatred in a cold and loveless 'analysis' of others - no matter what appeals its makes to 'reason' or 'love'.

Whatever your particular imprinted conditionings - and however they arose or came to be - they are the path through which to be restored to a free willingness. Not as 'something you have to do' - because your past is re-enacting itself in your day anyway, so being in the desire and awareness for the joys you otherwise discard - along with the rationalisations or beliefs by which you trash yourself or stay small so as to stay hidden, is a shift of focus away from the maintaining of your narrative continuity within the 'matrix' of a world deduced from fear, hate, rage and powerlessness.

There is no way to overcome the world - because it is not there to be overcome - unless you are creating that experience by buying into the belief. Ultimately the meanings you encounter are those that come forth from your own Word or definition - but one can only uncover what is ripe or ready to be uncovered and reintegrated.

Seekers think to find or add unto themselves. It is the opposite. be found, and be true founded in the capacity to abide in the true of you - even though the mind a -tempts to take over as a power unto itself. Put it down, rejoin the dance and leave it behind.

Of course this calls for the acceptance of true and the releasing of false. Where your heart is invested in the false, heartbreak is met. Rage is felt. But if you are free willing rather than will-denying - then this is where you allow the sting of hate to be given up as foundation for power that you do not want. That is why it is false. Because YOU do not want it and so it is not given power to run your life. Hence the uncovering to what Is your Life!


Matrix Conditioning

Further rejoinders in exploring

What is the Matrix?
by Jon Rappoport
From one point of view, the Matrix is a central block of energy that is fed by millions of loops and tubes of energy—and those loops are all human actions that follow a script called:
“The human condition” is a fake image of the limitations of human life, plus all the implications and melodramas that follow from it....

Just change the static – aggrieved-righteous judgement-based human ‘condition’ for ‘conditioning’.
No matter who did what to who – first or as a result – your conditioning pattern is yours by your acceptance and validation through acting out from the belief-interpretation at the time. Own it.
Or allow it to predicate your life and repeat the same imprinting over and over.

Finding resolution or indeed reintegration has been predicated on conditions that have to be met as the form of the way in which resolution can be accepted. But if the claim of being Right is released from the rage that has this as its core imprint – then imagination is allowed back in as the steps and pathways of a more truly aligned experience and communication of your Existence – which includes All That Is – but does not have to manifest what you don’t prefer. You do not have to focus on what has no resonance and relevance for you – and if you do – and are – then it HAS and it is up to you to discover what is going on in you – in your beliefs and definitions of self. And in your larger agreement to participate in a collective reality Earth – for the matrix by which form embodies meaning to reflect to recognition and expansion is the Creative un-separate from Creation.

The identity-need to be exclusively Right – conforms imagination to only find and allow pathways that support its conditioned pattern. Only this is “Reality” and imagination is invalidated or denied any other communication. Such “Reality” has conditioned us over millennia to split or fragment consciousness over and over and over in ways that manifest as blaming others or world for the underlying imprints that we also enact as the setting of those conditions – and cannot believe anything that exceeds them. It isn’t just that there are very complex negative interacting associations – but that the ‘territory’ involved is generally of the kind that we want OUT OF ASAP by whatever means possible – and so don’t get to abide there long enough to actually bring curiosity present.

You cannot think your way out of a mind-trap. You have to feel through to a perspective from which to shift to a reality the mind-set disallowed but which now can be lived from – believed in and recognised in reflected experience.
Feeling operates a quality and richness of information that thinking cannot reach or control – but can operate so as to deny, rule out, substitute for and demonize.

Denied denials; beneath the covert op

The Matrix Revealed - The Nature of the Covert Op.

Denied denials operate without conscious recognition or acceptance. So denied hate is actively operating to block, undermine and overcome anything that triggers its imprinting of 'enemy'.

What we tend to regard and presume as self, is a controlled narrative - operating revolving door personae of archetypal imprinting as a script by which to rule or unify a warring self within concept and image of self - as a limiting condition upon overwhelming fear of chaos, pain, loss, and powerlessness or annihilation.

The matrix of total identification within such a self and world, is served by the desire NOT to know - and operated by asserting and enacting a narrative 'self-defining' presumption of knowing in place of a true receptivity to know.
Hatred, terror, rage, and heartbreak are all forcefully usurping a receptive quality of relational balance - while they operate beneath the mask of self righteous and self-justified non-surrender. For the most natural act to being is hated and feared by the (hateful and fearful) intensity of self-survival in narrative terms.

The defence DOES what it claims to protect FROM.
The attempt to escape from an 'impossible situation' reinforces the belief in the reality of the narrative definition - and the survival in such terms becomes the 'rightness' over and against a need and desire to 'see' the WRONG or evil, weakness, lie, plot, heresy, in the OTHER - and upon the WORLD from which one's presence is withheld unless specific conditions are met - in which case a conditional 'love' is allowed.

Everyone's world is a reflection of an inner relation and communication - and each play parts or roles in each other's reflected inner conflict.
You - the truth of You - is not defined or confined by definitions from WITHOUT - excepting through a desire to hide or present yourself in such terms.
Surrender is a term of subjection to an other. But yielding to true receptive-expressive of being is the undoing of the spell of point-of-view within struggle to prevail.

The addiction-aversion identity as 'point-of-view' as if it were individuality is a static sense of self; a refusal of transformational perspective that feeds of an apparently incontrovertible external sense of evil for it righteousness, whilst reinforcing the matrix or framework of self - and reality - definition by which it 'escapes' its own exposure. Exposure of falsehood to true communication and relationship is undoing and healing. But the refusal to surrender 'point-of-view' operates an authoritarian dictate while sacrificing and appealing to symbols of Life in place of yielding unto the Life that gifts Itself freely and unconditionally to your Will, informing and emBodying the Light of your Heart's desire. The reversal of the Life operates denial and denial of denial operates illusion of life.

'Waking up' to a realisation that what was taken as self was a lid or cover-story over denied and feared self - is an honesty of being regardless the symptoms of terror, rage, hate or heartbreak and the mess that they have made of a movement for love that CAN now be felt stirring within this honesty of being. Notice the urge to regain unconsciousness in the projection of denial OUTSIDE yourself. Is this the power that it seems to promise? Or is this the sacrifice of true power to a god of UNreality that can only operate hate to 'save itself' from the Call to Live?

We all have a part in victim-hood and we all have a part in perpetration of hate; we all have share in 'mind' as substitute for true Willing and emotional manipulation as substitute for true relationship.

A 'substitute reality' for true being is not 'DONE to us' against our will - though 'mind' interprets our life in such a framing as the basis of our asserted 'right' to do likewise. We do NOT KNOW our own will - for the 'mind' operates denial and substitution. That was the function we employ it to fulfil - excepting we release our subscription and investment in such UN-fulfilling futility - in willingness for our true feeling and honest desire to move through us - and so to us - as a recognition, appreciation and gratitude for existence - for awareness of freedom from that awakens freedom to be - truly moved. True is You are. Conforming to a denial script hides what fear says you are - but fear can not recognize or truly see, know or embrace You - spinning off to its own logical confusion. But You - in your totality are the capacity to embrace fear - for You are not a 'mind' as fear limits and defines in frailty and littleness. But of course your experience is reflecting your acceptance of yourself in relation to your world. But the term 'you' is relative here - for within the matrix of denied denial, love - or acceptance - has no currency.

omaz050959 says: (To the main article)
It doesn’t have to be this way. Time we became the captain of our ships.

Mutineers and pirates consolidated to become the naval power of mercantile piracy writ large in global dominion and subjection. When Sovereignty is corrupted - each seeks its own plunder and pushes the other under - unless to use as an 'asset'.

So what is the nature of our purpose, each, by which to navigate by wind and tidings?

Wonder or plunder?

The matrix of the model of reality as operating at large reveals plunder by its wasteland and misery. Blaming THEM buys time in which to persist the self-same collective denial we 'love' to say we hate - whist in secret, perpetuate.

However, in joining with you I can say that no one else has the power to live your life for you - though you have and are the power to deny your power by 'seeing' it in others  and in your world. Bringing this choice to light is not trying to force an outcome - but illuminating the true nature of what is being chosen between. There cant really be a war between truth and illusion. Illusion battles only with itself. Freedom is a choice-less choice - but a falsely framed freedom must first have chosen to accept the framing - for what it wants to explore or experience thereby.

However, once en-tranced, every attempt to escape binds the spell tighter. But know that the surface or 'waking' reality is not at cognizant of what is actually being drawn into focus. It was made to operate a denial or substitute reality - along with its undercurrent or subconscious agenda.

Reflections of denied desire

Thankyou for reflections,
of a secret desire
of 'hide and hide in'.

and denying light,
to be.
As ruled within

A jealous god
Asserted Me.
Nothing new
Fixed Idea.

Came thus change,
An opposition,
War to regain
what never was
yet seems holy
now it's lost.

Hate made holy,
Whole made hateful,
Death the price.

Shattered love
made hostage
extruded to its
body package

Set within
By killing wholeness
'Me' to be.

But change,
to re-cognition.

from false

Reversed reversal,
the lie undone,
but not to raise
another one.

Wakened heart
to love embrace.
The moment moves,
and moving,

In true of being
ever new
to be the very
You of you

Because - just because!
Be Cause in motion.
No hate-feared other,
but free embrace
as movement freely
feels to know.

Embrace rejection's messenger
for what is pushed away is kept.
while hidden.

False can only seem
while dreaming,
victim to a dream,
you chose, then hid
in loveless world
or 'Them!'

In reply to:

Michael Burns


Identity in Story

Jon Rappoport's 'what is the Matrix #2 - prompted my contribution below

Recognizing 'story' where reality was given belief and allegiance is release of story as identification - because - even if for an instant - perspective expanded to a conscious awareness of what you are not. The fact that the 'ego' reasserts itself is not the point. The point is that the story by which a sense of self-image finds reinforcement is automatically replaced by the re-purposing script of reintegration - for what seemed segregated off as the separate and autonomous independent 'hero' of its script of self definition - or indeed of its denied sense of power, love or joy - which it seeks redress for - indeed vengeance - and due recognition as its right.

What is the release of 'story' identification - identifiction - but freedom to create - however - to put the new wine in the old paradigm is but an extension of a miscreative distortion in the same old script - no matter how much insight is woven into it - or how expanded its scope.

The alternate scripts or active purpose operating in story is either operating a segregative sense of separation and differentiation over and against Life, Other and World - or a re-integrative RECOGNITION and alignment, balance and timing within Self in Life, Other and World.

Although this is a simple distinction, it is very possible and usual, for a segregative sense of self to operate through the appearances of a co-operative unity, or the appearance of a justified defence against communication or relationship. For the root of a segregative sense of self is a fearfully defined sense of self - be that in any kind of configuration of the qualities of Life. And this fear is hidden and denied acceptance and expression as a fear of fear that masks it as something else - something against Life - something Other and something out there.

What I find as the willingness to recognize story and release investment of identification or allegiance via reaction is what might be called a not-knowing - or a void - in which the underlying denials are less hidden and so become available to revisit in current terms - which is the willingness and desire for true foundation made welcome by the pausing of the identity in the conflicted and conflicting sense of coercion and story-deceits that constitute the struggle within a divided sense of self set against.

Whereas everything in the script of divide and rule pivots and weighs on a sense of personal responsibility for control over effect or outcome - with corresponding rewards and penalties - the truly spontaneous movement of Life as a whole operates as a synchronicity where cause and effect are not separated in space or time - and yet the story of space and time is not 'destroyed', demonized, invalidated or denied. Instead the props and script, cast and scene serves a different purpose. Being specific, there is still the special or exclusive focus - yet as a unique gift within the whole - and corresponding within the resonance of its joy to unfold itself unto its Self - by living from the true feeling of being that joy is the alignment as the true of you - for a story or form of joy is no substitute for your recognition and acceptance - in place of all the 'rational' invalidations or relational disqualifications to moving in the true presence of your being.

However - whenever the old habit of grasping, possessing, identifying in and passing off as - kicks in - the 'matrix reloads' - and until there is recognition of what I might call false currency or 'something out of true in my self-definition relative to this situation - the reactions run in place of creative relationship. This can be particularly well hidden in the 'spiritual' ego - who 'ought' to be able to deal with or handle this and etc.

Instead of identifying in concept, there is a shift to purpose and that purpose is not form based. To align in unified purpose is to be the true of you - the true indivisibility and individuality of you. This is the gift withheld from a world made loveless thereby - for who withdraws and withholds acceptance but in judgement upon and over such a world - and that is hate no matter how well presented and so does the reflection in experience attest. Hating the hate in the forms the story paints is giving allegiance to the story of hate. Opening in willingness to feel - without giving the feeling the trigger to seriously harm - allows the hurt beneath hate to reveal itself. This is no call for sympathy - but true acceptance. Here is the call and the Calling - not in some fear-driven diversionary tactic from recognizing the true need. A call is a call when it is recognizable calling you by name and nature both. Dragging denials around while acting if to eradicate or escape or evade exposure is to become burdened and alarmed and deadened to the call of your own heart's desire for acceptance.

Don't just DO something - stand there! - and be receptive to a movement of being the in a sense re-gifts you as the revealing of your desire - as purpose as living and connected perspective - then - don't go to thinking in rehearsal that never embodies or brings fulfilment - walk our or dance out or do whatever you do - in this and as this one you recognize yourself to be.

This 'journey of willingness' is not a way to get there - but a way to live from a recognition you are not within the story but are the awakening of the dreamer within the dream - and are the Creative - BUT the pronouns I and you, are so deeply associated with the segregative sense of self and its triggering into habitual reactions - that I don't paint the roses red with the claim that they are red. Know by the fruits and share in the willingness as it naturally arises.

Freedom is not a Was

Freedom is the natural state of being

My comment into the article:

Freedom is an 'Is' – and mind control operates on the basis that an 'Is' has been killed or invalidated and replaced by a 'was'.

Mind control operates as ‘mind’ – and control operates as ‘freedom, survival, individuality’ or any other symbol or representation and presentation of Life.

If you ONLY frame your writings about mind-control in terms of THEM doing it to US – then you are not looking at the ‘back-door’ correspondences by which you accept mind-control in place of your freedom.

I am not arguing against witnessing that manipulative and coercive deceit operates via hidden agenda – but I have to bring it home to where my participation operates my experience – and that operates at a level prior to the denial and projection of self-guilting judgement.

The Projector is not the character in script. The projector of the script is mind operating through what you accept as true for you – which is not usually congruous with the surface personality presentation – for that was made to hide. Mind control is a hiding of and hiding in as a result of ‘overwhelm’ or trauma – that fragments into masking personae over and as the refusal of experience.

Those who study the mind with intent to control it observe and replicate what they think they see in Life – as if to assume the power of divide and rule. Using the mind this way loses what its true function is – and does. Everything that comes from a false foundation, teaches it. However, we can pause from reaction to false or conflicted ‘reality’ so as to feel and find our participation in our experience – which is a matter of yielding mind-control to a recognition of freedom from a conflicted and fearful sense of threat and struggle.

The term feel here is not translatable into conceptual code.


Embrace experience, without believing it

Written into the conversation opened by
Information Fixation and the True Breakaway Civilization

Embrace experience, without believing it via identity in reaction.
Notice the fascination with the 'dynamic' of conflict.
Feel honestly if this is your joy.
Align in joy. Allow what is part of you to find its true relation within the true movement - that identifies you perfectly.

Experience is framed or defined idea, feeling, thoughts and reactions within the Quality of Existence - that cannot be experienced apart from the Idea of differentiation - which is fluid and not fixed - and is free to re-envision or shift perspective through the embrace of what is - at is is - being the freedom to 'behold all things new'.

The conflicted sense of being operates a vehicle through which to explore and evolve self-concept. Which is never the true of you - nor truly the capacity to deny truth - except in concept, given belief.

The flip from an externalisation of conflict to the reawakening of inner-sight is the undoing of a reversal by which a segregative identity seemed to operate as a power unto itself  upon the denial or forgetting of its absolute dependence and inseparability from Existence or All That Is - by which Existence Knows and Shares All That It Is - to which you are integral or you would not exist. And the integrity of which is your divine inheritance to re-member or indeed be re-membered.

Inner-sight is denied by fear, by guilt, rage, hate and a sense of powerlessness.
If you say so.
Honesty to feeling is also desire of honesty for the re-evaluation of the belief defining and generating the feeling-experience that is not aligned with who you are recognizing as the movement of your being now.

The Simplicity of Living in the Now

Living in the now: It's complicated

My contribution:

Look at the heading of the article; a statement of the existentially obvious... and a narrative.

If you decide or define it to be complicated - why then that will be your experience!

Self contradiction is self conflicting and a conflicted or fearfully defined sense of self operates the lens or mind of a fearful and threatening existence. Underneath the psychological defences - which include complexity as an obfuscation are the original imprintings of conditioning that operate unconsciously and subconsciously relative the the surface sense of self.

While the evasion and defence of the surface persona operates - there is no awakened willingness to reintegrate or heal back to a sanity or wholeness of being - but rather the attempt to validate a segregative sense of separateness and disconnection.

But no matter how identified in an image or concept of self - it is not your being - so much as a construct in consciousness that can align with and in a sense channel your being - as you allow receptivity to the movement of being - which is self-aware - that is unseparate from all that awareness holds. However, as the responsibility at the level of focus within the experience of the world - we yield a false sense of narrative control for a guided and supported sense of recognition - for your vibrational signature is unique and you have no real trouble recognizing what resonates and is relevant for the themes you are exploring and experiencing as you. Unless you insist on trying to fit the fresh perspective into the old paradigm habit.
When you notice that you have been identified in story - you are at the point of choice - for you can use this 'slip' of attention to weave into the story and so resume 'normal service' or you can pause to appreciate that noticing is presence.
If you uncover behaviour that you say you don't want - then you do want it at some level or it would fall away as meaningless. There is always a payoff - but it may well be that it is no longer serving you as you currently feel and know - and prefer to be - but you cannot change what you are unwilling to own.

The complexity that underlies the front end of exchanging information on a computer network is mind boggling - but nothing to the complexity of what operates underneath the front end of a seemingly unified narrative self in a world that  seems to define and condition and frame the freedom of its thought and expression. However, one doesn't have to understand and control the complexity (and thus add more layers of identification) one releases identification to the recognition of the movement of being in which you are identified perfectly - but not statically or indeed statistically.

Yielding to a prior awareness cannot be difficult - but it can be surrounded by diversionary tactics that make a process of carrot and stick futility and struggle out of the gift of a shared existence - and I say shared because the relational context is the quality of the awareness. Being with - is the core willingness for a truly loving awareness because embrace and acceptance do not judge or reject a partiality as hatred or opposition to the whole - and therefore seek to hide the partiality behind a mask of complex deceits.

Underneath the mess of human denial patterns is a deeply held sense of un-worth. Nothing you can do can overcome or redeem or atone for a false sense of self. One has to draw afresh from the Well of Being and this means releasing the habit-choice of living from a fearfully defined sense of self-lack by not giving it the trigger finger to your reactions and so allowing a truly connected sense of action that naturally brings a more aligned response. But bear in mind that what is being denied is in a sense seeking acceptance - and comes to you as experience you often interpret as unwelcome. So a willingness to yield to a true recognition or self-honesty is a way to transform negative experience into positive or reintegrative outcome.

I only write in a willingness to reflect what you already know to your recognition and in any of this - if anything stirs such insight - let it be recognized as your recognition so that the messenger is not confused with the message.

True Union

Written in response to
Unite or not unite - that is the question

One aspect of divide and rule is the engagement of attention in displaced identification. This is like getting you to look at something distracting or compelling as a way of not noticing what is actually going on. So part of you doesn't have to know while the other part believes it knows. This may be compounded by the manipulations of others - but first you have to be willing to enter the mind-mask of a manipulative deception  and we all already are engaged and identified in mask or persona for this is a part of what it is and does. It offers strategy of coping with and surviving the separation trauma that is to one degree or another part of the 'entrance' to the human experience - at least as we are collectively agreeing to experience it.

A sense of seeming threat or promise makes a fragmented identity in opposition and feels right or justified over and against something or someone else that seems wrong. In this way we can be induced to act out and believe outcomes that are completely contra to what we really want.

The key to union is not getting Humpty together again - as a joining of separate and conflicting or competing parts, a natural but aligning in true purpose. The divide and rule purpose is a segregative and separative movement and is perhaps founded on the core imprint belief that you cannot live and share in your joy in this world - that is thus seen and reacted to as unseeing of you and treacherous - not to be trusted. And so we present a mask that partly meets what we believe the world or our society demands - as a shield - while also developing it as a way to manipulate outcomes without truly opening, sharing or communicating with those we are thus 'using' to get from.

In short we operate a withholding of the extension of our presence and a withdrawal from the presence of others as it naturally extends to us and so we operate a hate agenda in all sorts of ways that our front facing mask or surface identity is oblivious of - by design.

Union is already the nature of being - or its denial could have no basis upon which to operate, and the differentiations of perspective within being offer and open rich experience of unfolding expansion and recognition of being. Persistent identification within image and form is necessarily or inherently conflicting with the unfolding movement of That which Identifies us perfectly - and so the 'Fall' or separation experience into a sense of identity running contra to or not at one with the movement of our being - and this dissonance can be used to waken 'upstream' to the already wholeness or used as a basis to explore the idea and experience of ... power over Life. For pushing down and denying inner dissonance is the act of coercion and deceit that is denial - or divide and rule attempt to unify a conflicted sense of self and life and world.

So I write to invite the curiosity and desire for allowing a true foundation - a true movement of wholeness of being - to register within your awareness - as you - because such is the gift of joy and release - and recognize and appreciate the feeling, the connection and the freedom to live and move in your being - in ways that are practical and joyful or meaningful to that quality of worth which naturally extends to others, and your world - excepting your old habit and belief system operate to shut it down or subvert it to protect a fearful or guilted sense of self that you are now in a position to re-evaluate and reintegrate or release - as it rises in living your day.

And so you will see that the mind baits you to identify in thinking that is not aligned with who you are - and regardless where this thinking seems to come from - your responsibility to yourself is not to run with and trade in a false currency of thoughts, definitions and beliefs that demand the sacrifice of your honesty and  joy in being.

Nor to presume to be further along in self awareness than you are - and so respecting the beliefs by which you actually do believe you must conform or perform instead of sharing your life in the whole.

Wherever we are coming from - is what we are meeting and yet if we are looking to manipulate specific outcome rather than simply trusting Life to align and reflect as its its nature - our being - then we will 'prove' that fear is right and 'justify' our identity in the segregative and conflicting purpose. And if that is our will or current willingness of acceptance - then our will is done - at least in the local reality experience of identification - but it will seem to be coercive upon us - because that is the reflection of the idea of separating so as to have power over. It is actually the magnification of powerlessness because true power is the balance within all things by which to know what you need to know - when you need to know it - and to do what you need to do when your need to do it. Alignment and synchronicity are qualities of an already unified willingness - and relationships of free association do not guilt and manipulate, coerce or deceive - in order to operate in harmony - whether someone seems to be leading or following or not.

Awakening is to what already is - but with new eyes - always with new eyes - for our true foundation is not a thing moving through time - but an arising or movement of desire and willingness for Life - that embraces the use of time for the revealing of eternal or timeless appreciation - rather than as a fear-based locked in sense of the survival of an unworthiness of Life seeking somehow to validate its best attempts at substitution for Life.

I sketch in words not to be right or to present a pleasing or provocative performance - but to witness in willingness - for whatever we do - embodies where we are coming from - and if our search for union is actually coming from a fear of union - then not only doesn't it work - it works against what is already working for us. Getting out of our own way requires becoming at least momentarily aware of how we accept and run self-beliefs that undermine or deny us - and then project blame onto Them - or whoever.

We can learn to use Them or whoever or whatever seems to operate the 'block' - as the clue and opportunity to notice our own correspondence or participation in purpose - because underneath all appearances, the joining in purpose - and frequency of resonance is what operates. So if you want to unite or relate - look to what you are inviting by who you accept your self to be. Discernment is the key.

When presented with two alternate choices - pause! Because the framing of the mind in duality is the baiting of identity in opposition. Simply embrace who you are and live that as your 'choice' or acceptance of being the true of you in a way to honours all of who you have been - because it is part of who you are. But do not demonize or invalidate the choice you no longer prefer or feel truly represents your now. There is the error of self-hate and division.

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Engaging in other commentary to the article:

 Rachel Thompson posted:

Here is the solution. Everyone becomes a critical thinker which leads to the total rejection of easy to manipulate beliefs, IE all faiths and beliefs,ideologies and religious systems. We universality reject the either/or mentality. We overcome mob psychology and the effects of propaganda and indoctrination. A universal fundamental shift in the how people think is required to save ourselves.That said, I don't think it can be done. The masses are stupid. The elites are evil and greedy and nothing short of the above can change that. End result is we all go down together. We are looking right at but not seeing our own extinction. Normalcy biases and cognitive dissidence will not yield. Human nature has run it's course and the rail we are on is now driving us over a cliff. It is unavoidable. "Good by and thanks for all the fish."

All that is needed to fundamentally shift the way people think is for the false foundations to be exposed as false - that is - they don't work - are deceitful - and are propped up with coercion that demands the sacrifice of Life.
For sure there are some who find willingness to embrace change - and to embrace Life sooner than others who hide more desperately in a sense of power and protection against their mind breaking. So those who are living in willingness can serve those who are in need of help. However, the chicken licken alarmism is NOT itself waking up in willingness but still very much within the framework of the blame and power game. A disturbing world is appropriate to awaken compassion but compassion can only extend from acceptance of the same. The matrix-mind is a hate-mind operating as if it is righteous over and against evil seen exclusively OUT THERE. This is the attraction of guilt by which a separated off sense of power operates in secret. Such a one NEEDS evil, enemy and hate objects - except it is all dressed up to seem socially acceptable and mostly invisible.
I don't say this to take away human responsibility for communication and correction of error - but a hidden agenda is a hidden self-hatred masking as hatred of the other in one form or another. Releasing the conflicted self is an acceptance of unconditional love - but each believes the condition - ing by which they came to identify in a conflicting competing struggle of living.
If I set conditions that others have to meet before I will actually or genuinely relate to them or open communication - then I can wait on impossible solutions and decry the failure of everyone else to meet my standards. Yet we all have this fantasy world of a fantasy self that wont really embrace Life unless its conditions are met - and compromise in transactional relationships that engage in mutually reinforcing fantasy selves over against the world out there.
In that sense our thinking is critical of anything living and has to see what is 'wrong with it' so as to be the judge whose righteousness is awaiting universal validation.
Human nature has yet to significantly awaken to embrace and transcend the human condition - ing. But there's no time like the present!

Rachel Thompson replied:
the cure is universal critical thinking which will never happen.

"The cure which will never happen". Well what's that then? = No cure.

I hold that what passes off as thinking is spin - ie: that the first operation of deceit is not Them doing it to us - or to me - but my use of mind to uphold what I want to be true at expense of whole truth. Once currency is adulterated with false thinking - that mind is spun off into its own mis-taken false foundation and it 'sees' everything through a distortion filter and engages in power struggle with its own shadow.

Any solution that requires everyone else to change is giving off the smell of "I want the world to conform to ME - or MY thinking". This - I suggest is the nature of the problem - that we carry this self-specialness in all kinds of exclusive and polarised reaction.

A willingness to question our reality, our experience will never come while we believe it IS reality. One basis from which to challenge a loveless reality is simply " Do you want THIS? The investment in 'the devil we know' usually trumps risking a release of the 'known' in a willingness for change.

I say the cure is available but no one wants it - because the dynamic of conflict is so much more self-reinforcing to an identity founded in it (in conflict) than the release of such identity to an unconflicted foundation.

While the acceptance of truth may seem to require or demand huge amounts of time - the truth of the matter is willingness and nor waiting on circumstance.

Blame thinking is guilt-directed and fear driven. Being right is not freedom to love (freedom from guilt and fear) - unless everyone is equally right = and if underneath all judgements and narratives, everyone is fundamentally a journey of discovery, then even the mistakes are part of that journey - and in that greater sense - part of a rightness or alignment of purpose that is hidden even though still operating.

Instead of giving up on Humanity - why not give up your thinking about Humanity? Because one's thinking is considered almost as our firstborn? We certainly tend to defend it as if it is our self. So yes - I agree we need to open a perspective in which we can observe and re-evaluate our own thinking. If it floats true - keep it and use it. If it is nothing true of you, let it fall off. But if your hopeless and therefore worthless sense of Humanity is a reflection of your self belief, then I invite you to consider that that thinking is NOT the true of you and in fact is unworthy of you.

Seeing the true from the false is needed to drop the false and align in the true - and no one else can do this for you - though solidarity, companionship and synchronicity operate when we are willing to step forth in true worth - if not in the form or the way we think.

Rachel Thompson replied:
well said, only a few cracks in logic. Some nice philosophical wish thinking. This is true. I have no emotional stake in this, but human nature as it is needs to evolve for us to survive and it hasn't and there is no indication that it will. Looking at past human types ( and our own cultures) that went extinct and seeing we follow the same natural pattern-- that of hitting our intellectual wall-- I don't see how we won't follow though to the logical conclusion. We are not immune to or above our own nature or planetary nature. Humans aren't exceptional, we are of our environment and evolution; a process that doesn't necessarily continue in time with a species' survival needs. That's a hard reality. There is no cure. Humans are not forever, no species is.

 Why not engage with me in what you see as the cracks in logic rather than dismissively brush them aside as if you have no emotional stake?

Evolution has not really occurred in human history in the way our presumption to exceptionalism, self-specialness and control paint it. What has occurred is a process of fragmentation of Consciousness in which the technos of 'define so as to command and control' has consolidated itself at the cost of whole Souled living.

Of course if looking through a mechanism (accorded power to judge over and assert power over) - one arrives at a mechanical outcome - or a loveless and therefore destructive and degraded outcome.

Evolution is not the coercive imprinting of conformity and subjection to a supposed technocratic new world order in which emergent and technologically extended manipulations degrade humanity to robot serfs or replace with robots - while pharming the living for sickness and war in the name of their protection and power against terrors of whatever nature.

A qualitative shift of perspective to a fresh foundation is an Individual willingness - and cannot be 'organized' or 'collectivised' and so the mind-in-power cannot see it at all - ergo - it has no reality or validity - nice philosophical wish thinking.

Yet I assert that denied and secret hate generates 'nice philosophical wish thinking' as the mask it must present to justify the persistence of its active undermining denial persona.

The exposure of the hate will of course seem to be EVERYONE Else's business - but if I can invite a pause of investment and identity in blame - what is our personal participation.
Your head will not tell you - because you employed it to keep this from you - your heart knows - but the head-control denies it. The denial of the heart is another phrase for being beside yourself or out of your mind - and running in a displacement 'reality'. Letting back into wholeness is not a strategy of power struggle - but a recognition that the identity in power struggle is our part in the cause and effect of human insanity.

Neither vengeance nor terror can listen to this for neither will let go of what they believe is Necessary power and Necessary protection  and any attempt to push on them will generate blocks of polarised breakdown of fragmentation. Only willingness for communication can actually communicate. All else is 'power struggle'. True communication includes heart acceptance. Ideas running that have noting real to substantiate them except masked rage and terror operate heart denial - or hate.
If you glimpse that your mind is operating a hate agenda - and don't hide it in a blame agenda - then you have a basis for realigning in a true foundation... or perhaps reinforcing a false with increased 'justifictions'.

This is our living Now - and not some model of linear compulsion by which to present only a face that supports identity in self-image - which inherently rejects anything that does not 'agree' or support its believed necessity.

So I am agreeing with you in significant respects - of being painted into a  corner from which no escape can be found - in terms of our current framing of imagination and identity. That's our difference; I live the answer that the problem exposes as the call for correction or healing... in myself. Where the mind-trick of looking first to see what everyone else is doing operates the delay and diversionary tactic to feeling and knowing our heart's call. Denial. Denial. Denial. Not to engage battle with - but to recognize as something essentially meaningless to who I now accept myself to be - for I want to embrace Life on Earth and live that choice from a balanced flow of heart and mind - instead of the controlled narrative mind that baits and triggers emotional reaction to fuel the allegiance to feed and protect the narrative at expense of the truly lived and shared.