Jon Rappoport writes on ‘what is the Matrix’
I don't agree with the way he frames his communication:
My response:
There
is a misunderstanding here. The matrix is the mind that pretends to
disconnect - and claims that 'individuality' is a power unto itself and
thinks IT has and can exploit imagination at will - but becomes trapped
within its own definitions in a world of separate and oppositional
polarities.
So it is not that all the separate ones or
things are connected - but that they are never truly separate or
disconnected from the Imagination in which they arise.
That sense
of disconnect and power over a part of the game of identifying with the
character of the dream as if the dream is not Your separation experience
of the Wholeness (though it hasn't got a name because there is no one
and nothing OUTSIDE to make an object of it. Or be an object to It.
Clearly
something is arising as experience and the nature of that is always an
expression of what YOU are defining yourself in relation to your world.
It is a dance in which the one has experience of differentiation of
partial and unique perspective and Infinitely so.
Humpty
never truly fell. But the belief runs on. You don't need to put him
together again - but merely to open to the Source of your being by NOT
struggling with or from a false premise and making it real for you
thereby.
There is a reintegrating movement to a fragmented sense
of being and your do recognize yourself more directly, more intimately
and more expansively as a result of re-alignment within who you truly
are rather than struggling from a basis that is not the true of you.
But
one cannot talk this true. The experiencing of what we are as we are is
part of allowing new perspective in - which indeed can be seen as a
Life serving free willing creative imagination that embodies in active
willingness to live from what is revealed rather than make an identity
to then try to sell or validate on others. For one of the ways we do not
let healing in is to run off with some of the forms of insight before
we have really let them become in us.
Nothing exists
without the rest of All That Is. Give me anything that has independent
existence - for there is no such thing! - yet the wish-belief to BE such
a one must colour all else likewise.
Everything - and
much more than we are currently or consciously aware of is an expression
or embodiment of Existence. Existence itself is dimensionless and
contains infinite dimensions - which include awareness of existing - and
that is where you are - whether you recognize this is what you are, or
prefer to identify in your own terms. They don't actually change what
you are - but they do create a focus of experience. Your experience is
not a punishment or vengeance - but such ideas have found receptivity
and acceptance in your mind and so you are liable to receive or
interpret in the measure you have given out.
Show me
anything you can experience that is outside your consciousness... Show
me one thing you can experience that you cannot imagine... Yet you can
experience an expansion of scope so as to appreciate a richer and more
intimate sense of whatever it is you are accepting focus in.
It
is the 'ego' sense that is not connected to anything - and makes up
meanings that redefine the Living into a slave or as stuff to exploit
and lay to waste. This thing seeks dominion and to determine judgement
and definition and control over instead of extending recognition of
worth. It is a weird 'creation' that has no independent existence
because it rides on your determination to have it your OWN way at
expense of others. This is self-contradicting but seems to make sense
within its own framing. But makes nonsense of who you truly are.
It
is a hopeless futility to try to create a 'positive' upon a negation of
your self/Life and then assert that in place of who you are. But having
done so - you can yield this imaged identifiction of 'self' to your
Source and all that is true floats to the top while all that is false
falls away unwanted. Why? Because you want freedom, joy, peace and the
quality of love to rise freely in you because that is who you are and
who you recognize yourself to be.
What about the evil shit then?
That
which does not fall away untrue still has your allegiance and support.
You are still getting something you think you want from it and even if
'hidden in your unconscious - it remains active until you check it out
and become clear instead of hiding in what used to seem to work.
While
hatred is active - love will be killed or denied - unless you move the
hatred within a willingness to be healed of it . Under rage is hate and
under hate is hurt. Hurt is a heart thing. It hurts in the heart. The
mind attempts to displace and redistribute pain. Doesn't work. Re
vision. Look anew. Be honest with your feelings - denied feelings turn
dark. It takes whatever it takes but as the silly ad says - You're worth
it... because you Exist. Not because you deserve or are unworthy in the
terms you made up and believed. Because you Exist. There's a connection
that can be overlaid with narrative - but remains unchanged. And you
can Feel this here and now whenever you take off you mind and be exactly
this.