Living in the now: It's complicated
My contribution:
Look at the heading of the article; a statement of the existentially obvious... and a narrative.
If you decide or define it to be complicated - why then that will be your experience!
Self contradiction is self conflicting and a conflicted or fearfully defined sense of self operates the lens or mind of a fearful and threatening existence. Underneath the psychological defences - which include complexity as an obfuscation are the original imprintings of conditioning that operate unconsciously and subconsciously relative the the surface sense of self.
While the evasion and defence of the surface persona operates - there is no awakened willingness to reintegrate or heal back to a sanity or wholeness of being - but rather the attempt to validate a segregative sense of separateness and disconnection.
But no matter how identified in an image or concept of self - it is not your being - so much as a construct in consciousness that can align with and in a sense channel your being - as you allow receptivity to the movement of being - which is self-aware - that is unseparate from all that awareness holds. However, as the responsibility at the level of focus within the experience of the world - we yield a false sense of narrative control for a guided and supported sense of recognition - for your vibrational signature is unique and you have no real trouble recognizing what resonates and is relevant for the themes you are exploring and experiencing as you. Unless you insist on trying to fit the fresh perspective into the old paradigm habit.
When you notice that you have been identified in story - you are at the point of choice - for you can use this 'slip' of attention to weave into the story and so resume 'normal service' or you can pause to appreciate that noticing is presence.
If you uncover behaviour that you say you don't want - then you do want it at some level or it would fall away as meaningless. There is always a payoff - but it may well be that it is no longer serving you as you currently feel and know - and prefer to be - but you cannot change what you are unwilling to own.
The complexity that underlies the front end of exchanging information on a computer network is mind boggling - but nothing to the complexity of what operates underneath the front end of a seemingly unified narrative self in a world that seems to define and condition and frame the freedom of its thought and expression. However, one doesn't have to understand and control the complexity (and thus add more layers of identification) one releases identification to the recognition of the movement of being in which you are identified perfectly - but not statically or indeed statistically.
Yielding to a prior awareness cannot be difficult - but it can be surrounded by diversionary tactics that make a process of carrot and stick futility and struggle out of the gift of a shared existence - and I say shared because the relational context is the quality of the awareness. Being with - is the core willingness for a truly loving awareness because embrace and acceptance do not judge or reject a partiality as hatred or opposition to the whole - and therefore seek to hide the partiality behind a mask of complex deceits.
Underneath the mess of human denial patterns is a deeply held sense of un-worth. Nothing you can do can overcome or redeem or atone for a false sense of self. One has to draw afresh from the Well of Being and this means releasing the habit-choice of living from a fearfully defined sense of self-lack by not giving it the trigger finger to your reactions and so allowing a truly connected sense of action that naturally brings a more aligned response. But bear in mind that what is being denied is in a sense seeking acceptance - and comes to you as experience you often interpret as unwelcome. So a willingness to yield to a true recognition or self-honesty is a way to transform negative experience into positive or reintegrative outcome.
I only write in a willingness to reflect what you already know to your recognition and in any of this - if anything stirs such insight - let it be recognized as your recognition so that the messenger is not confused with the message.
2016/07/12
True Union
Written in response to
Unite or not unite - that is the question
One aspect of divide and rule is the engagement of attention in displaced identification. This is like getting you to look at something distracting or compelling as a way of not noticing what is actually going on. So part of you doesn't have to know while the other part believes it knows. This may be compounded by the manipulations of others - but first you have to be willing to enter the mind-mask of a manipulative deception and we all already are engaged and identified in mask or persona for this is a part of what it is and does. It offers strategy of coping with and surviving the separation trauma that is to one degree or another part of the 'entrance' to the human experience - at least as we are collectively agreeing to experience it.
A sense of seeming threat or promise makes a fragmented identity in opposition and feels right or justified over and against something or someone else that seems wrong. In this way we can be induced to act out and believe outcomes that are completely contra to what we really want.
The key to union is not getting Humpty together again - as a joining of separate and conflicting or competing parts, a natural but aligning in true purpose. The divide and rule purpose is a segregative and separative movement and is perhaps founded on the core imprint belief that you cannot live and share in your joy in this world - that is thus seen and reacted to as unseeing of you and treacherous - not to be trusted. And so we present a mask that partly meets what we believe the world or our society demands - as a shield - while also developing it as a way to manipulate outcomes without truly opening, sharing or communicating with those we are thus 'using' to get from.
In short we operate a withholding of the extension of our presence and a withdrawal from the presence of others as it naturally extends to us and so we operate a hate agenda in all sorts of ways that our front facing mask or surface identity is oblivious of - by design.
Union is already the nature of being - or its denial could have no basis upon which to operate, and the differentiations of perspective within being offer and open rich experience of unfolding expansion and recognition of being. Persistent identification within image and form is necessarily or inherently conflicting with the unfolding movement of That which Identifies us perfectly - and so the 'Fall' or separation experience into a sense of identity running contra to or not at one with the movement of our being - and this dissonance can be used to waken 'upstream' to the already wholeness or used as a basis to explore the idea and experience of ... power over Life. For pushing down and denying inner dissonance is the act of coercion and deceit that is denial - or divide and rule attempt to unify a conflicted sense of self and life and world.
So I write to invite the curiosity and desire for allowing a true foundation - a true movement of wholeness of being - to register within your awareness - as you - because such is the gift of joy and release - and recognize and appreciate the feeling, the connection and the freedom to live and move in your being - in ways that are practical and joyful or meaningful to that quality of worth which naturally extends to others, and your world - excepting your old habit and belief system operate to shut it down or subvert it to protect a fearful or guilted sense of self that you are now in a position to re-evaluate and reintegrate or release - as it rises in living your day.
And so you will see that the mind baits you to identify in thinking that is not aligned with who you are - and regardless where this thinking seems to come from - your responsibility to yourself is not to run with and trade in a false currency of thoughts, definitions and beliefs that demand the sacrifice of your honesty and joy in being.
Nor to presume to be further along in self awareness than you are - and so respecting the beliefs by which you actually do believe you must conform or perform instead of sharing your life in the whole.
Wherever we are coming from - is what we are meeting and yet if we are looking to manipulate specific outcome rather than simply trusting Life to align and reflect as its its nature - our being - then we will 'prove' that fear is right and 'justify' our identity in the segregative and conflicting purpose. And if that is our will or current willingness of acceptance - then our will is done - at least in the local reality experience of identification - but it will seem to be coercive upon us - because that is the reflection of the idea of separating so as to have power over. It is actually the magnification of powerlessness because true power is the balance within all things by which to know what you need to know - when you need to know it - and to do what you need to do when your need to do it. Alignment and synchronicity are qualities of an already unified willingness - and relationships of free association do not guilt and manipulate, coerce or deceive - in order to operate in harmony - whether someone seems to be leading or following or not.
Awakening is to what already is - but with new eyes - always with new eyes - for our true foundation is not a thing moving through time - but an arising or movement of desire and willingness for Life - that embraces the use of time for the revealing of eternal or timeless appreciation - rather than as a fear-based locked in sense of the survival of an unworthiness of Life seeking somehow to validate its best attempts at substitution for Life.
I sketch in words not to be right or to present a pleasing or provocative performance - but to witness in willingness - for whatever we do - embodies where we are coming from - and if our search for union is actually coming from a fear of union - then not only doesn't it work - it works against what is already working for us. Getting out of our own way requires becoming at least momentarily aware of how we accept and run self-beliefs that undermine or deny us - and then project blame onto Them - or whoever.
We can learn to use Them or whoever or whatever seems to operate the 'block' - as the clue and opportunity to notice our own correspondence or participation in purpose - because underneath all appearances, the joining in purpose - and frequency of resonance is what operates. So if you want to unite or relate - look to what you are inviting by who you accept your self to be. Discernment is the key.
When presented with two alternate choices - pause! Because the framing of the mind in duality is the baiting of identity in opposition. Simply embrace who you are and live that as your 'choice' or acceptance of being the true of you in a way to honours all of who you have been - because it is part of who you are. But do not demonize or invalidate the choice you no longer prefer or feel truly represents your now. There is the error of self-hate and division.
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Engaging in other commentary to the article:
Rachel Thompson posted:
All that is needed to fundamentally shift the way people think is for the false foundations to be exposed as false - that is - they don't work - are deceitful - and are propped up with coercion that demands the sacrifice of Life.
For sure there are some who find willingness to embrace change - and to embrace Life sooner than others who hide more desperately in a sense of power and protection against their mind breaking. So those who are living in willingness can serve those who are in need of help. However, the chicken licken alarmism is NOT itself waking up in willingness but still very much within the framework of the blame and power game. A disturbing world is appropriate to awaken compassion but compassion can only extend from acceptance of the same. The matrix-mind is a hate-mind operating as if it is righteous over and against evil seen exclusively OUT THERE. This is the attraction of guilt by which a separated off sense of power operates in secret. Such a one NEEDS evil, enemy and hate objects - except it is all dressed up to seem socially acceptable and mostly invisible.
I don't say this to take away human responsibility for communication and correction of error - but a hidden agenda is a hidden self-hatred masking as hatred of the other in one form or another. Releasing the conflicted self is an acceptance of unconditional love - but each believes the condition - ing by which they came to identify in a conflicting competing struggle of living.
If I set conditions that others have to meet before I will actually or genuinely relate to them or open communication - then I can wait on impossible solutions and decry the failure of everyone else to meet my standards. Yet we all have this fantasy world of a fantasy self that wont really embrace Life unless its conditions are met - and compromise in transactional relationships that engage in mutually reinforcing fantasy selves over against the world out there.
In that sense our thinking is critical of anything living and has to see what is 'wrong with it' so as to be the judge whose righteousness is awaiting universal validation.
Human nature has yet to significantly awaken to embrace and transcend the human condition - ing. But there's no time like the present!
"The cure which will never happen". Well what's that then? = No cure.
I hold that what passes off as thinking is spin - ie: that the first operation of deceit is not Them doing it to us - or to me - but my use of mind to uphold what I want to be true at expense of whole truth. Once currency is adulterated with false thinking - that mind is spun off into its own mis-taken false foundation and it 'sees' everything through a distortion filter and engages in power struggle with its own shadow.
Any solution that requires everyone else to change is giving off the smell of "I want the world to conform to ME - or MY thinking". This - I suggest is the nature of the problem - that we carry this self-specialness in all kinds of exclusive and polarised reaction.
A willingness to question our reality, our experience will never come while we believe it IS reality. One basis from which to challenge a loveless reality is simply " Do you want THIS? The investment in 'the devil we know' usually trumps risking a release of the 'known' in a willingness for change.
I say the cure is available but no one wants it - because the dynamic of conflict is so much more self-reinforcing to an identity founded in it (in conflict) than the release of such identity to an unconflicted foundation.
While the acceptance of truth may seem to require or demand huge amounts of time - the truth of the matter is willingness and nor waiting on circumstance.
Blame thinking is guilt-directed and fear driven. Being right is not freedom to love (freedom from guilt and fear) - unless everyone is equally right = and if underneath all judgements and narratives, everyone is fundamentally a journey of discovery, then even the mistakes are part of that journey - and in that greater sense - part of a rightness or alignment of purpose that is hidden even though still operating.
Instead of giving up on Humanity - why not give up your thinking about Humanity? Because one's thinking is considered almost as our firstborn? We certainly tend to defend it as if it is our self. So yes - I agree we need to open a perspective in which we can observe and re-evaluate our own thinking. If it floats true - keep it and use it. If it is nothing true of you, let it fall off. But if your hopeless and therefore worthless sense of Humanity is a reflection of your self belief, then I invite you to consider that that thinking is NOT the true of you and in fact is unworthy of you.
Seeing the true from the false is needed to drop the false and align in the true - and no one else can do this for you - though solidarity, companionship and synchronicity operate when we are willing to step forth in true worth - if not in the form or the way we think.
Why not engage with me in what you see as the cracks in logic rather than dismissively brush them aside as if you have no emotional stake?
Evolution has not really occurred in human history in the way our presumption to exceptionalism, self-specialness and control paint it. What has occurred is a process of fragmentation of Consciousness in which the technos of 'define so as to command and control' has consolidated itself at the cost of whole Souled living.
Of course if looking through a mechanism (accorded power to judge over and assert power over) - one arrives at a mechanical outcome - or a loveless and therefore destructive and degraded outcome.
Evolution is not the coercive imprinting of conformity and subjection to a supposed technocratic new world order in which emergent and technologically extended manipulations degrade humanity to robot serfs or replace with robots - while pharming the living for sickness and war in the name of their protection and power against terrors of whatever nature.
A qualitative shift of perspective to a fresh foundation is an Individual willingness - and cannot be 'organized' or 'collectivised' and so the mind-in-power cannot see it at all - ergo - it has no reality or validity - nice philosophical wish thinking.
Yet I assert that denied and secret hate generates 'nice philosophical wish thinking' as the mask it must present to justify the persistence of its active undermining denial persona.
The exposure of the hate will of course seem to be EVERYONE Else's business - but if I can invite a pause of investment and identity in blame - what is our personal participation.
Your head will not tell you - because you employed it to keep this from you - your heart knows - but the head-control denies it. The denial of the heart is another phrase for being beside yourself or out of your mind - and running in a displacement 'reality'. Letting back into wholeness is not a strategy of power struggle - but a recognition that the identity in power struggle is our part in the cause and effect of human insanity.
Neither vengeance nor terror can listen to this for neither will let go of what they believe is Necessary power and Necessary protection and any attempt to push on them will generate blocks of polarised breakdown of fragmentation. Only willingness for communication can actually communicate. All else is 'power struggle'. True communication includes heart acceptance. Ideas running that have noting real to substantiate them except masked rage and terror operate heart denial - or hate.
If you glimpse that your mind is operating a hate agenda - and don't hide it in a blame agenda - then you have a basis for realigning in a true foundation... or perhaps reinforcing a false with increased 'justifictions'.
This is our living Now - and not some model of linear compulsion by which to present only a face that supports identity in self-image - which inherently rejects anything that does not 'agree' or support its believed necessity.
So I am agreeing with you in significant respects - of being painted into a corner from which no escape can be found - in terms of our current framing of imagination and identity. That's our difference; I live the answer that the problem exposes as the call for correction or healing... in myself. Where the mind-trick of looking first to see what everyone else is doing operates the delay and diversionary tactic to feeling and knowing our heart's call. Denial. Denial. Denial. Not to engage battle with - but to recognize as something essentially meaningless to who I now accept myself to be - for I want to embrace Life on Earth and live that choice from a balanced flow of heart and mind - instead of the controlled narrative mind that baits and triggers emotional reaction to fuel the allegiance to feed and protect the narrative at expense of the truly lived and shared.
Unite or not unite - that is the question
One aspect of divide and rule is the engagement of attention in displaced identification. This is like getting you to look at something distracting or compelling as a way of not noticing what is actually going on. So part of you doesn't have to know while the other part believes it knows. This may be compounded by the manipulations of others - but first you have to be willing to enter the mind-mask of a manipulative deception and we all already are engaged and identified in mask or persona for this is a part of what it is and does. It offers strategy of coping with and surviving the separation trauma that is to one degree or another part of the 'entrance' to the human experience - at least as we are collectively agreeing to experience it.
A sense of seeming threat or promise makes a fragmented identity in opposition and feels right or justified over and against something or someone else that seems wrong. In this way we can be induced to act out and believe outcomes that are completely contra to what we really want.
The key to union is not getting Humpty together again - as a joining of separate and conflicting or competing parts, a natural but aligning in true purpose. The divide and rule purpose is a segregative and separative movement and is perhaps founded on the core imprint belief that you cannot live and share in your joy in this world - that is thus seen and reacted to as unseeing of you and treacherous - not to be trusted. And so we present a mask that partly meets what we believe the world or our society demands - as a shield - while also developing it as a way to manipulate outcomes without truly opening, sharing or communicating with those we are thus 'using' to get from.
In short we operate a withholding of the extension of our presence and a withdrawal from the presence of others as it naturally extends to us and so we operate a hate agenda in all sorts of ways that our front facing mask or surface identity is oblivious of - by design.
Union is already the nature of being - or its denial could have no basis upon which to operate, and the differentiations of perspective within being offer and open rich experience of unfolding expansion and recognition of being. Persistent identification within image and form is necessarily or inherently conflicting with the unfolding movement of That which Identifies us perfectly - and so the 'Fall' or separation experience into a sense of identity running contra to or not at one with the movement of our being - and this dissonance can be used to waken 'upstream' to the already wholeness or used as a basis to explore the idea and experience of ... power over Life. For pushing down and denying inner dissonance is the act of coercion and deceit that is denial - or divide and rule attempt to unify a conflicted sense of self and life and world.
So I write to invite the curiosity and desire for allowing a true foundation - a true movement of wholeness of being - to register within your awareness - as you - because such is the gift of joy and release - and recognize and appreciate the feeling, the connection and the freedom to live and move in your being - in ways that are practical and joyful or meaningful to that quality of worth which naturally extends to others, and your world - excepting your old habit and belief system operate to shut it down or subvert it to protect a fearful or guilted sense of self that you are now in a position to re-evaluate and reintegrate or release - as it rises in living your day.
And so you will see that the mind baits you to identify in thinking that is not aligned with who you are - and regardless where this thinking seems to come from - your responsibility to yourself is not to run with and trade in a false currency of thoughts, definitions and beliefs that demand the sacrifice of your honesty and joy in being.
Nor to presume to be further along in self awareness than you are - and so respecting the beliefs by which you actually do believe you must conform or perform instead of sharing your life in the whole.
Wherever we are coming from - is what we are meeting and yet if we are looking to manipulate specific outcome rather than simply trusting Life to align and reflect as its its nature - our being - then we will 'prove' that fear is right and 'justify' our identity in the segregative and conflicting purpose. And if that is our will or current willingness of acceptance - then our will is done - at least in the local reality experience of identification - but it will seem to be coercive upon us - because that is the reflection of the idea of separating so as to have power over. It is actually the magnification of powerlessness because true power is the balance within all things by which to know what you need to know - when you need to know it - and to do what you need to do when your need to do it. Alignment and synchronicity are qualities of an already unified willingness - and relationships of free association do not guilt and manipulate, coerce or deceive - in order to operate in harmony - whether someone seems to be leading or following or not.
Awakening is to what already is - but with new eyes - always with new eyes - for our true foundation is not a thing moving through time - but an arising or movement of desire and willingness for Life - that embraces the use of time for the revealing of eternal or timeless appreciation - rather than as a fear-based locked in sense of the survival of an unworthiness of Life seeking somehow to validate its best attempts at substitution for Life.
I sketch in words not to be right or to present a pleasing or provocative performance - but to witness in willingness - for whatever we do - embodies where we are coming from - and if our search for union is actually coming from a fear of union - then not only doesn't it work - it works against what is already working for us. Getting out of our own way requires becoming at least momentarily aware of how we accept and run self-beliefs that undermine or deny us - and then project blame onto Them - or whoever.
We can learn to use Them or whoever or whatever seems to operate the 'block' - as the clue and opportunity to notice our own correspondence or participation in purpose - because underneath all appearances, the joining in purpose - and frequency of resonance is what operates. So if you want to unite or relate - look to what you are inviting by who you accept your self to be. Discernment is the key.
When presented with two alternate choices - pause! Because the framing of the mind in duality is the baiting of identity in opposition. Simply embrace who you are and live that as your 'choice' or acceptance of being the true of you in a way to honours all of who you have been - because it is part of who you are. But do not demonize or invalidate the choice you no longer prefer or feel truly represents your now. There is the error of self-hate and division.
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Engaging in other commentary to the article:
Rachel Thompson posted:
Here is the solution. Everyone becomes a critical thinker which leads to the total rejection of easy to manipulate beliefs, IE all faiths and beliefs,ideologies and religious systems. We universality reject the either/or mentality. We overcome mob psychology and the effects of propaganda and indoctrination. A universal fundamental shift in the how people think is required to save ourselves.That said, I don't think it can be done. The masses are stupid. The elites are evil and greedy and nothing short of the above can change that. End result is we all go down together. We are looking right at but not seeing our own extinction. Normalcy biases and cognitive dissidence will not yield. Human nature has run it's course and the rail we are on is now driving us over a cliff. It is unavoidable. "Good by and thanks for all the fish."
All that is needed to fundamentally shift the way people think is for the false foundations to be exposed as false - that is - they don't work - are deceitful - and are propped up with coercion that demands the sacrifice of Life.
For sure there are some who find willingness to embrace change - and to embrace Life sooner than others who hide more desperately in a sense of power and protection against their mind breaking. So those who are living in willingness can serve those who are in need of help. However, the chicken licken alarmism is NOT itself waking up in willingness but still very much within the framework of the blame and power game. A disturbing world is appropriate to awaken compassion but compassion can only extend from acceptance of the same. The matrix-mind is a hate-mind operating as if it is righteous over and against evil seen exclusively OUT THERE. This is the attraction of guilt by which a separated off sense of power operates in secret. Such a one NEEDS evil, enemy and hate objects - except it is all dressed up to seem socially acceptable and mostly invisible.
I don't say this to take away human responsibility for communication and correction of error - but a hidden agenda is a hidden self-hatred masking as hatred of the other in one form or another. Releasing the conflicted self is an acceptance of unconditional love - but each believes the condition - ing by which they came to identify in a conflicting competing struggle of living.
If I set conditions that others have to meet before I will actually or genuinely relate to them or open communication - then I can wait on impossible solutions and decry the failure of everyone else to meet my standards. Yet we all have this fantasy world of a fantasy self that wont really embrace Life unless its conditions are met - and compromise in transactional relationships that engage in mutually reinforcing fantasy selves over against the world out there.
In that sense our thinking is critical of anything living and has to see what is 'wrong with it' so as to be the judge whose righteousness is awaiting universal validation.
Human nature has yet to significantly awaken to embrace and transcend the human condition - ing. But there's no time like the present!
Rachel Thompson replied:
the cure is universal critical thinking which will never happen.
"The cure which will never happen". Well what's that then? = No cure.
I hold that what passes off as thinking is spin - ie: that the first operation of deceit is not Them doing it to us - or to me - but my use of mind to uphold what I want to be true at expense of whole truth. Once currency is adulterated with false thinking - that mind is spun off into its own mis-taken false foundation and it 'sees' everything through a distortion filter and engages in power struggle with its own shadow.
Any solution that requires everyone else to change is giving off the smell of "I want the world to conform to ME - or MY thinking". This - I suggest is the nature of the problem - that we carry this self-specialness in all kinds of exclusive and polarised reaction.
A willingness to question our reality, our experience will never come while we believe it IS reality. One basis from which to challenge a loveless reality is simply " Do you want THIS? The investment in 'the devil we know' usually trumps risking a release of the 'known' in a willingness for change.
I say the cure is available but no one wants it - because the dynamic of conflict is so much more self-reinforcing to an identity founded in it (in conflict) than the release of such identity to an unconflicted foundation.
While the acceptance of truth may seem to require or demand huge amounts of time - the truth of the matter is willingness and nor waiting on circumstance.
Blame thinking is guilt-directed and fear driven. Being right is not freedom to love (freedom from guilt and fear) - unless everyone is equally right = and if underneath all judgements and narratives, everyone is fundamentally a journey of discovery, then even the mistakes are part of that journey - and in that greater sense - part of a rightness or alignment of purpose that is hidden even though still operating.
Instead of giving up on Humanity - why not give up your thinking about Humanity? Because one's thinking is considered almost as our firstborn? We certainly tend to defend it as if it is our self. So yes - I agree we need to open a perspective in which we can observe and re-evaluate our own thinking. If it floats true - keep it and use it. If it is nothing true of you, let it fall off. But if your hopeless and therefore worthless sense of Humanity is a reflection of your self belief, then I invite you to consider that that thinking is NOT the true of you and in fact is unworthy of you.
Seeing the true from the false is needed to drop the false and align in the true - and no one else can do this for you - though solidarity, companionship and synchronicity operate when we are willing to step forth in true worth - if not in the form or the way we think.
Rachel Thompson replied:
well said, only a few cracks in logic. Some nice philosophical wish thinking. This is true. I have no emotional stake in this, but human nature as it is needs to evolve for us to survive and it hasn't and there is no indication that it will. Looking at past human types ( and our own cultures) that went extinct and seeing we follow the same natural pattern-- that of hitting our intellectual wall-- I don't see how we won't follow though to the logical conclusion. We are not immune to or above our own nature or planetary nature. Humans aren't exceptional, we are of our environment and evolution; a process that doesn't necessarily continue in time with a species' survival needs. That's a hard reality. There is no cure. Humans are not forever, no species is.
Why not engage with me in what you see as the cracks in logic rather than dismissively brush them aside as if you have no emotional stake?
Evolution has not really occurred in human history in the way our presumption to exceptionalism, self-specialness and control paint it. What has occurred is a process of fragmentation of Consciousness in which the technos of 'define so as to command and control' has consolidated itself at the cost of whole Souled living.
Of course if looking through a mechanism (accorded power to judge over and assert power over) - one arrives at a mechanical outcome - or a loveless and therefore destructive and degraded outcome.
Evolution is not the coercive imprinting of conformity and subjection to a supposed technocratic new world order in which emergent and technologically extended manipulations degrade humanity to robot serfs or replace with robots - while pharming the living for sickness and war in the name of their protection and power against terrors of whatever nature.
A qualitative shift of perspective to a fresh foundation is an Individual willingness - and cannot be 'organized' or 'collectivised' and so the mind-in-power cannot see it at all - ergo - it has no reality or validity - nice philosophical wish thinking.
Yet I assert that denied and secret hate generates 'nice philosophical wish thinking' as the mask it must present to justify the persistence of its active undermining denial persona.
The exposure of the hate will of course seem to be EVERYONE Else's business - but if I can invite a pause of investment and identity in blame - what is our personal participation.
Your head will not tell you - because you employed it to keep this from you - your heart knows - but the head-control denies it. The denial of the heart is another phrase for being beside yourself or out of your mind - and running in a displacement 'reality'. Letting back into wholeness is not a strategy of power struggle - but a recognition that the identity in power struggle is our part in the cause and effect of human insanity.
Neither vengeance nor terror can listen to this for neither will let go of what they believe is Necessary power and Necessary protection and any attempt to push on them will generate blocks of polarised breakdown of fragmentation. Only willingness for communication can actually communicate. All else is 'power struggle'. True communication includes heart acceptance. Ideas running that have noting real to substantiate them except masked rage and terror operate heart denial - or hate.
If you glimpse that your mind is operating a hate agenda - and don't hide it in a blame agenda - then you have a basis for realigning in a true foundation... or perhaps reinforcing a false with increased 'justifictions'.
This is our living Now - and not some model of linear compulsion by which to present only a face that supports identity in self-image - which inherently rejects anything that does not 'agree' or support its believed necessity.
So I am agreeing with you in significant respects - of being painted into a corner from which no escape can be found - in terms of our current framing of imagination and identity. That's our difference; I live the answer that the problem exposes as the call for correction or healing... in myself. Where the mind-trick of looking first to see what everyone else is doing operates the delay and diversionary tactic to feeling and knowing our heart's call. Denial. Denial. Denial. Not to engage battle with - but to recognize as something essentially meaningless to who I now accept myself to be - for I want to embrace Life on Earth and live that choice from a balanced flow of heart and mind - instead of the controlled narrative mind that baits and triggers emotional reaction to fuel the allegiance to feed and protect the narrative at expense of the truly lived and shared.
2016/07/08
What is Spirituality?
What is the real meaning - of anything - IS an undefended curiosity and willingness that embodies spirituality. Being with the real in yourself and others is spirituality.
The presumptions of self-assertive identity are not receptive or relational - they are defences passing off as socially or personally justified
Regardless the forms and the meanings assigned or associated with the forms, true perspective is the extension of Meaning to relations and not the sacrifice and denial of relations to conform to ideas of spirituality or of anything else.
The attempt to validate or justify any identity is the extension of self doubt within a mask of social agreements and definitions - including the conformity or mimicry of ideas and forms of 'spirituality'.
In other words there is an untrue overlay of meanings or mind - given the status of reality and the determiner of reality - as a result of separation trauma of fear, guilt, and rage in which split mind fragments to reflect such a world of deceits in which to hide a loveless agenda - and to hide from a loveless agenda. But love remains Itself and NOT what a fearful mind has 'made of it'. Recognition of love - regardless of names and languages remains original nature and original communication. But mutually agreed definitions of 'love' or Life or truth all operate to deny love's recognition via a filtering distortion of fear driven mis identification - that defends itself against truth in the name and form of believed and defined truth.
But we - and our world are only truly identified and defined in the intimate recognition and appreciation of love extending - which is never an isolation or rejection of life in existence - but its embrace.
The person is not who you are or 'spiritualisable', save-able or enlighten-able - excepting this: it can become a channel or an instrument of free willing communication the extends THROUGH it and reflects to who you truly are as recognisable worthiness of love's awareness. Because it us your function to extend the Meaning that is the gift of free willing presence and recognise your 'self' in All. Not your personality - but your true source and nature.
What then of that which is NOT true of you? Put it behind thee - but not in self-judgement of hatred and vengeance - but by holding to clear and unified purpose that arises spontaneously as the movement of your being - when you are no longer giving protection and allegiance to the insane attempt to control Life as if you could or must in order to 'survive' a chaos of conflicted identity that you are unaware of your own choices in generating, blaming choice and willingness as if an evil or oppositional will has blighted you and your world. But choice and willingness are the remaining freedoms in a world predicated upon deceits of fear and guilt masking as protectors. You are always 'choosing' by the focus and direction of intent and attention - but know not the what you do - and so cannot choose anew while locked into definitions that fear set when you had no other perspective from which to choose otherwise.
It is no use asking the 'head' what anything is if you are desiring truth - but if the head is needed the heart will call and direct it to whatever serves. Getting 'ahead' of yourself or losing your head in a sense of separation from your true capacity to feel and know - is a kind of self-reinforcing loop. Calming down from the inflammation of conflicted and compulsive reaction is make a space in which what is real can dawn on you - as you - of itself. Of course no one can put this into words - at least without inviting the head to persist in conflict of judgements and opinions signifying what exactly?
Where you choose to invest the love or value of your focus and attention is the measure YOU set - regardless the attempt to justify persisting in self limitation under the guise of a false narrative. If you accept a fundamental sense of worth to that you exist - regardless what you may think - then there is a basis to allow and grow receptivity to that which resonates and is relevant to who you truly know and feel yourself to be. You are not here to live anyone else's life - but in the true of yours will know and be known truly. As a mask seeking validation you will seek to 'win' over Life and be blind to what you do and what comes back in like kind.
Because deceit is accepted currency the term true or spiritual and similar was coined. You are already a spirit - and don't need to think this for it to be so. There is already a purpose or function that Life simply is - and aligning in it is remembering the gift through willingness for giving. Be and share the true of you anyway and any way you are genuinely moved - but be vigilant against fear's deceits that hide your true desire from you amidst hatred disguised as self-righteousness. The personality level is not the true reflection of Creation - nor an expression of true evolution - for an ancient hatred has never changed more than it form and face - excepting a shift from hate to love undoes the basis for valuing guilt and vengeance as one's justification and power.
Is it not timely for an honest accounting?
The presumptions of self-assertive identity are not receptive or relational - they are defences passing off as socially or personally justified
Regardless the forms and the meanings assigned or associated with the forms, true perspective is the extension of Meaning to relations and not the sacrifice and denial of relations to conform to ideas of spirituality or of anything else.
The attempt to validate or justify any identity is the extension of self doubt within a mask of social agreements and definitions - including the conformity or mimicry of ideas and forms of 'spirituality'.
In other words there is an untrue overlay of meanings or mind - given the status of reality and the determiner of reality - as a result of separation trauma of fear, guilt, and rage in which split mind fragments to reflect such a world of deceits in which to hide a loveless agenda - and to hide from a loveless agenda. But love remains Itself and NOT what a fearful mind has 'made of it'. Recognition of love - regardless of names and languages remains original nature and original communication. But mutually agreed definitions of 'love' or Life or truth all operate to deny love's recognition via a filtering distortion of fear driven mis identification - that defends itself against truth in the name and form of believed and defined truth.
But we - and our world are only truly identified and defined in the intimate recognition and appreciation of love extending - which is never an isolation or rejection of life in existence - but its embrace.
The person is not who you are or 'spiritualisable', save-able or enlighten-able - excepting this: it can become a channel or an instrument of free willing communication the extends THROUGH it and reflects to who you truly are as recognisable worthiness of love's awareness. Because it us your function to extend the Meaning that is the gift of free willing presence and recognise your 'self' in All. Not your personality - but your true source and nature.
What then of that which is NOT true of you? Put it behind thee - but not in self-judgement of hatred and vengeance - but by holding to clear and unified purpose that arises spontaneously as the movement of your being - when you are no longer giving protection and allegiance to the insane attempt to control Life as if you could or must in order to 'survive' a chaos of conflicted identity that you are unaware of your own choices in generating, blaming choice and willingness as if an evil or oppositional will has blighted you and your world. But choice and willingness are the remaining freedoms in a world predicated upon deceits of fear and guilt masking as protectors. You are always 'choosing' by the focus and direction of intent and attention - but know not the what you do - and so cannot choose anew while locked into definitions that fear set when you had no other perspective from which to choose otherwise.
It is no use asking the 'head' what anything is if you are desiring truth - but if the head is needed the heart will call and direct it to whatever serves. Getting 'ahead' of yourself or losing your head in a sense of separation from your true capacity to feel and know - is a kind of self-reinforcing loop. Calming down from the inflammation of conflicted and compulsive reaction is make a space in which what is real can dawn on you - as you - of itself. Of course no one can put this into words - at least without inviting the head to persist in conflict of judgements and opinions signifying what exactly?
Where you choose to invest the love or value of your focus and attention is the measure YOU set - regardless the attempt to justify persisting in self limitation under the guise of a false narrative. If you accept a fundamental sense of worth to that you exist - regardless what you may think - then there is a basis to allow and grow receptivity to that which resonates and is relevant to who you truly know and feel yourself to be. You are not here to live anyone else's life - but in the true of yours will know and be known truly. As a mask seeking validation you will seek to 'win' over Life and be blind to what you do and what comes back in like kind.
Because deceit is accepted currency the term true or spiritual and similar was coined. You are already a spirit - and don't need to think this for it to be so. There is already a purpose or function that Life simply is - and aligning in it is remembering the gift through willingness for giving. Be and share the true of you anyway and any way you are genuinely moved - but be vigilant against fear's deceits that hide your true desire from you amidst hatred disguised as self-righteousness. The personality level is not the true reflection of Creation - nor an expression of true evolution - for an ancient hatred has never changed more than it form and face - excepting a shift from hate to love undoes the basis for valuing guilt and vengeance as one's justification and power.
Is it not timely for an honest accounting?
Where do I gather my facts from?
I was asked, “Where do I gather my facts from?”
Though I don’t feel this intended as a trick question I have to pause … Firstly I have to say that facts or truths are not applicable to any thing – excepting it serves true purpose – and that is a living relationship and not a possession (so they cant be mine – but they can serve to illuminate the true of me – including the devices by which the true of me is made obscure).
But aside from the terms used – where do I get information as to what is – or is believed or asserted – to be happening in our world and as our perceptions and responses to our world?
And again I pause…
Because where I personally go has occurred out of a willingness to know that is both curious for and needing its right relationship within the unfolding of events that can be seen as outside – yet are reflective of inner configurations. So just to endorse something would short circuit the discovery of willingness and make a personal assertion where there is no call to.
The call to joy or the call for sanity and healing is the recognition and resonance of prompts and synchronicities that involvement in any opening to a larger communication allows – if there is willingness to abide the discomforts and resist the judgements.
The circle of our self can be like an egg – both limiting, exclusive – but protective… for a time.
The cracking of the eggshell can feel like the cracking up of reality. A living curiosity moves from within to challenge what seems closed because the stirring Life moves it to move and grow in ways that the limitations don’t allow. And the Mother may meet the chick in helping from beyond the shell.
The disturbance that can arise in our metaphorical human chick as a result of premature opening without having opened guidance and support can be a crash course in growth – or just a crash.
For we open to what we do not expect – and do not recognize our self unless we are living a willingness to abide the discomforts and resist the judgements so as to receive truly.
A Course in Miracles is many dimensioned and yet one is the journey with the Guide to the foundations of a false, loveless and destructive sense of self – that they be undone in a willingness to abide through the discomforts and resist reacting in judgement, so as to receive and give truly.
The world is revealing more of our unconscious deceits and hatreds out in the open – and yet these are framed for eggo in narratives of good and evil – upon which all their thinking is predicated.
This used to work – somewhat – as a way of getting rid of what you don’t like and keeping what you do – all from a rightful sense of self preservation. But it isn’t working any more and so it has to fall away to let the new in. Thus a need to know that operates as a deeper resource than the sense of independence.
Choices or accepted intent and action, are framed within existing and active definitions of which we are often unaware – and so have no awareness of our choosing and feel compelled by circumstance. We may want this when we enjoy the ride – but not when it goes out of kilter and we cant get off.
the Internet allows unparalleled communication. The invention of printing as something that could not be centrally controlled – brought about a reformation – and the advent of the Internet is doing likewise… excepting that disinformation is no less able to use the technology – and so hugely influential cartels of corporate interest seek to undermine communications felt to be unfavourable to their interests whilst putting forth what serves their prevailing as moneylenders in the template.
For where a kindness can bring need and answer together, a private self interest can come between – so as to control and own the money supply, or energy supply or healthcare supply – and then to infiltrate government or regulatory bodies so as to make laws that protect them from real competition – until governance is but a puppet theatre and the flow of information is controlled by an illusion of a free press. BUT – and this is important – it all happens in concordance with the mass desire to be protected from what they don’t want to know.
There are a variety of sites I drop into or use that aggregate from around the internet. I had not thought I would suggest any in particular because the only thing stopping anyone finding is their desire and willingness to look. But there is a site that I feel to invite looking at whose approach is in chime with Raj’s suggestion that we balance exposure to disturbance with inspiration and hope – indeed realisation and knowing of a different order than thinking can assemble – even with facts!
http://www.wanttoknow.info/
Though I don’t feel this intended as a trick question I have to pause … Firstly I have to say that facts or truths are not applicable to any thing – excepting it serves true purpose – and that is a living relationship and not a possession (so they cant be mine – but they can serve to illuminate the true of me – including the devices by which the true of me is made obscure).
But aside from the terms used – where do I get information as to what is – or is believed or asserted – to be happening in our world and as our perceptions and responses to our world?
And again I pause…
Because where I personally go has occurred out of a willingness to know that is both curious for and needing its right relationship within the unfolding of events that can be seen as outside – yet are reflective of inner configurations. So just to endorse something would short circuit the discovery of willingness and make a personal assertion where there is no call to.
The call to joy or the call for sanity and healing is the recognition and resonance of prompts and synchronicities that involvement in any opening to a larger communication allows – if there is willingness to abide the discomforts and resist the judgements.
The circle of our self can be like an egg – both limiting, exclusive – but protective… for a time.
The cracking of the eggshell can feel like the cracking up of reality. A living curiosity moves from within to challenge what seems closed because the stirring Life moves it to move and grow in ways that the limitations don’t allow. And the Mother may meet the chick in helping from beyond the shell.
The disturbance that can arise in our metaphorical human chick as a result of premature opening without having opened guidance and support can be a crash course in growth – or just a crash.
For we open to what we do not expect – and do not recognize our self unless we are living a willingness to abide the discomforts and resist the judgements so as to receive truly.
A Course in Miracles is many dimensioned and yet one is the journey with the Guide to the foundations of a false, loveless and destructive sense of self – that they be undone in a willingness to abide through the discomforts and resist reacting in judgement, so as to receive and give truly.
The world is revealing more of our unconscious deceits and hatreds out in the open – and yet these are framed for eggo in narratives of good and evil – upon which all their thinking is predicated.
This used to work – somewhat – as a way of getting rid of what you don’t like and keeping what you do – all from a rightful sense of self preservation. But it isn’t working any more and so it has to fall away to let the new in. Thus a need to know that operates as a deeper resource than the sense of independence.
Choices or accepted intent and action, are framed within existing and active definitions of which we are often unaware – and so have no awareness of our choosing and feel compelled by circumstance. We may want this when we enjoy the ride – but not when it goes out of kilter and we cant get off.
the Internet allows unparalleled communication. The invention of printing as something that could not be centrally controlled – brought about a reformation – and the advent of the Internet is doing likewise… excepting that disinformation is no less able to use the technology – and so hugely influential cartels of corporate interest seek to undermine communications felt to be unfavourable to their interests whilst putting forth what serves their prevailing as moneylenders in the template.
For where a kindness can bring need and answer together, a private self interest can come between – so as to control and own the money supply, or energy supply or healthcare supply – and then to infiltrate government or regulatory bodies so as to make laws that protect them from real competition – until governance is but a puppet theatre and the flow of information is controlled by an illusion of a free press. BUT – and this is important – it all happens in concordance with the mass desire to be protected from what they don’t want to know.
There are a variety of sites I drop into or use that aggregate from around the internet. I had not thought I would suggest any in particular because the only thing stopping anyone finding is their desire and willingness to look. But there is a site that I feel to invite looking at whose approach is in chime with Raj’s suggestion that we balance exposure to disturbance with inspiration and hope – indeed realisation and knowing of a different order than thinking can assemble – even with facts!
http://www.wanttoknow.info/
2016/07/01
Thoughts on individuality
A false and corrupted idea of the individual became the basis for a false reactive version of the collective. If we realized that the accepted currency of idea is the definitional template by which we interpret, perceive and respond to everything, we would also see how powerfully this generates our sense of identity and associated protection, and be vigilant against false currency. Divide and rule is a middleman who seeks to interject between so as to own or control the flow of information, energy, or sustenance. Driving the moneylenders out of the Temple was not inciting rebellion - so much as awakening inner responsibility. People didn't get it then or now - because thought is working from a divided individuality (oxymoron) seeking validation and protection for identity defined over and against others.
Those working the scam are aware of what they are doing, but those below are generally aligned with a righteous sense of fighting evil. As long as such division is invested in for pumping up our identity, the scam remains hidden and active upon our lives. Giving true witness is communicating as an extension of worth rather than as a coercive trick to claim ascendancy in 'truth' or win a conflict of wills so as to 'validate' oneself over another.
Confusion of personality with individuality short-circuits true communication - for a persona is a mask over an inherently conflicted or defended and hidden sense of self and is not and can not be equal to the function of our individuality. This sense of powerlessness in struggle characterizes a breakdown of communication assigned to the symptoms without awareness of or possibility of addressing the cause.
The sacrifice of true individuality for the promise of power and protection as a segregated and separated sense of self is the very thing such self-denial 'does' by threatening withdrawal of allegiance from it's dictate with pain and loss.
The reversal is also noteworthy in the accusation of the hidden sins in oneself being vociferously asserted as the evil in the other.
The recognition of the false as false is its invalidation as YOU - and this dropping away of the false is synchronous to the rising awareness of You as an indivisibility - not as concept. Not as concept of individuality.
Do not be negatively defined within concept. As the expression or embodiment of true individuality you will be identified within a living movement of relational communication - and this applies no less to your inner receptive as to your outer expressive. Concept... carpets, curtains and blinds - while identified within.
The Thin King seeks to control and limit imagination within a sense of exclusive identity. This is maintained by identifying 'against'. And sets of polarized tweedledee-dums 'self-reinforce' each other to exclude any other perspective.
Your Primary Function
Your primary responsibility and FUNCTION within the Awakening or reintegrating Movement of Being is to accept love. Unconditionally. This is the awakened response-ability to the true of You that effects the translation of an apparent independence invoked or imprinted from a sense of disconnection, of segregation or separation.
The urge or movement to overcome, escape or redefine a segregative sense of self is its reinforcement - and hides in the forms of 'self-empowerment' or 'self-protection' that seek external validations and become 'negative cooperations' of apparent and conditional 'unity' in which no real intimacy is embodied or shared and underneath and through which run hate agenda in the name or form of love, peace, unity.
It is not enough to derive the meaning or the truth of what Life is Communicating to you as The More-of-You when hidden fears, rages and guilts are allowed to drive your thinking as a sense of justification Over-and-Against perceived and believed evils. It is not enough to 'stop' at the form or surface meanings that operate the filtering and distortion, denial and sacrifice of love's presence shared because That is the Movement of Being in which you are identified perfectly - but never over and against 'THEM' or any living One or Thing. Not even against the insanity of self contra-diction - by which one's peace is lost when looking there for answer or fulfilment, safety or protection.
The sense of independence is attempting to 'do' what comes naturally to loving recognition - and becomes an ugly guilt-ridden parody of the Creator-Love - in obsession with power-struggle in which hate is given power as the illusion that replaces or substitutes for love that is hated and feared as if terror is the Lord and any mitigation or abeyance of its overwhelming power to hurt or deny Life is given 'gratitude' as 'love'.
Separate from that which separates by firstly pausing from reaction in order to feel and know your peace in and of which to receive more truly and clearly the recognition of your call to joy, to truly felt living thought as a unified expression of movement of connectness - that is the gift of your presence to wholly replace the mind that sought to add to itself - and opened a sense of loss.
One cannot repent of that which they refuse to own or know - but repentance is the natural result of true remorse - for why would you hurt, attack or undermine your self; your love; your right belonging and peace - once you recognize that this is the 'gift' you are choosing to accept and therefore 'share' or live from?
False union cannot become true without first releasing the false of its status as currency. That the forms of reaction seem to make this a reinstatement of division is the 'temptation' of the old mind habit. From a basis of true worth can communication and relationship extend and reflect to share the light and love of Creation - in place of the lens of denied and un-owned or unknown hate and fear.
Honesty to our feelings has to embrace and listen within - as a desire to be aligned truly rather than enforce coercively in the 'name of a false or partial god'. Concept and image cannot replace the Living One. But concept and image can be re-aligned to the movement of the call to joy.
Life is already in the act of knowing Itself through the movement of its unfolding unto Itself.
Free will is not oppositional but freely given willingness. True sovereignty is the extension of an Infinite Individuality - in unique and rich expression and reflection. The blaming of the will operates the guilt-denial of your true feeling awareness. Let an acceptance replace the self-judgement as the willingness to be truly moved - and turn from the old-mind habit freely - without conflict or argument - every time you notice its pattern. Every time you notice the feeling of being out of your connected peace. Unified form is not unified purpose. Hold to Living Purpose and let the form serve a true reflection.
The urge or movement to overcome, escape or redefine a segregative sense of self is its reinforcement - and hides in the forms of 'self-empowerment' or 'self-protection' that seek external validations and become 'negative cooperations' of apparent and conditional 'unity' in which no real intimacy is embodied or shared and underneath and through which run hate agenda in the name or form of love, peace, unity.
It is not enough to derive the meaning or the truth of what Life is Communicating to you as The More-of-You when hidden fears, rages and guilts are allowed to drive your thinking as a sense of justification Over-and-Against perceived and believed evils. It is not enough to 'stop' at the form or surface meanings that operate the filtering and distortion, denial and sacrifice of love's presence shared because That is the Movement of Being in which you are identified perfectly - but never over and against 'THEM' or any living One or Thing. Not even against the insanity of self contra-diction - by which one's peace is lost when looking there for answer or fulfilment, safety or protection.
The sense of independence is attempting to 'do' what comes naturally to loving recognition - and becomes an ugly guilt-ridden parody of the Creator-Love - in obsession with power-struggle in which hate is given power as the illusion that replaces or substitutes for love that is hated and feared as if terror is the Lord and any mitigation or abeyance of its overwhelming power to hurt or deny Life is given 'gratitude' as 'love'.
Separate from that which separates by firstly pausing from reaction in order to feel and know your peace in and of which to receive more truly and clearly the recognition of your call to joy, to truly felt living thought as a unified expression of movement of connectness - that is the gift of your presence to wholly replace the mind that sought to add to itself - and opened a sense of loss.
One cannot repent of that which they refuse to own or know - but repentance is the natural result of true remorse - for why would you hurt, attack or undermine your self; your love; your right belonging and peace - once you recognize that this is the 'gift' you are choosing to accept and therefore 'share' or live from?
False union cannot become true without first releasing the false of its status as currency. That the forms of reaction seem to make this a reinstatement of division is the 'temptation' of the old mind habit. From a basis of true worth can communication and relationship extend and reflect to share the light and love of Creation - in place of the lens of denied and un-owned or unknown hate and fear.
Honesty to our feelings has to embrace and listen within - as a desire to be aligned truly rather than enforce coercively in the 'name of a false or partial god'. Concept and image cannot replace the Living One. But concept and image can be re-aligned to the movement of the call to joy.
Life is already in the act of knowing Itself through the movement of its unfolding unto Itself.
Free will is not oppositional but freely given willingness. True sovereignty is the extension of an Infinite Individuality - in unique and rich expression and reflection. The blaming of the will operates the guilt-denial of your true feeling awareness. Let an acceptance replace the self-judgement as the willingness to be truly moved - and turn from the old-mind habit freely - without conflict or argument - every time you notice its pattern. Every time you notice the feeling of being out of your connected peace. Unified form is not unified purpose. Hold to Living Purpose and let the form serve a true reflection.
2016/06/03
Freedom is the natural state of being
Psychiatry as mystical symbolism
by Jon Rappoport
Jon writes on the device of diagnosing mental illness in terms of chemical imbalance - which then feeds a drug market that actually created such imbalances as it claims to treat or 'manage'.
Medical mythology operates the deepest psy op of the coercive mentality and the idea of mindcontrol arises from the abuse of the mind as an agency of control or power over life.
One story not given a voice in the article or comments beneath:
The marketplace of power operates under free will - regardless the complexities by which emotionally backed conditioning triggers reactions of fragmented and complimentary roles.
When we first adopt a mask of self-protection against naked or native Communication - we do not realize the 'choices' that that persona has in effect locked us into - until and unless the original conditioning imprint is in some way relived and re-evaluated or re-integrated. Not by a story-identity of assertive or controlled narrative - but as a recognition of innate freedom at Source. Identifying exclusively in effects and appearances is what we usually call 'the world' or its 'self'.
Such exclusive and segregative identity is necessarily a state of conflict - and regardless how it asserts or attempts to present itself - those conflicts and their pain are inherent to such a 'self-identity' - which is always a tango in which two or more agree NOT to know or hear or feel truth.
The willingness to forego the social 'protective' mask and listen for and be moved by the communication of our Being - (re Imagination at a level beyond the belief-prison of the segregative mind) - is the expansion of perspective and realigning of perception and experience to an integrative Flow of being - which is what is really 'going on' Always - though the mind can be fragmented to operate a lens of distortion and fragmentation that will mask your 'reality experience' while you choose to believe it gives you Life or Power rather than recognizing it demands the sacrifice of your Life and the true power of synchronicity that is Being the Presence You Are.
There are simplicities that multiply to a vast entanglement of complexity - which is part of their defence system. They are also called lies - but in the first instance they are mis-takes or incomplete and partial understandings or fears that become false foundations from which one then lives.
The ability to dissociate and fragment was marked by Freud and he sought ways to heal it - but didn't allow or recognize his own involvement and participation in the 'relational issues' we label and hide from by means of narratives of external agencies such as genes and biology or past-guilt sins and theology.
The ability to heal or reintegrate to a wholeness of Presence is innate to us and does not require special 'learning' or 'deserving' - but the framing mentality of the matrix of fear, coercion and guilt does require these and renders the mind incapable of accepting Reality Now - for it 'sees' only total loss in such an unthinkable idea. Thus the drive to disallow heart-acceptance is the sacrifice of love, truth and beauty that is masked by a false 'love, truth and beauty' coercively asserted and defended and maintained with all the force of the original survival fear that triggered our first differentiations from a wordless but true knowing.
Revisiting and re-visioning the past imprinting does not require adding anything to what is unfolding our reality - but does require the desisting or releasing of the false narrative self and its world - which is the active layer of obfuscation and diversion from true presence no matter what roles are being played out in the personality level.
When I was young the term 'mental' was used colloquially for 'mentally ill' (which itself was a taboo area that was not open to discussion or even thought). I now see that mental substitutions for relational communication is indeed 'mental dis-ease', while insinuating itself as socially normal' via guilt and fear 'incentives'. Waking up is not a better mental handle - it is the abandonment of such a prison, for the mind simply operates where and when needed within a truly lived relationship. There is no 'control issue' or power struggle until such perceptions and reactions are triggered fears from which the 'divide and rule' paradigm operates in place of truly felt discernment (of both intuitive and intellectual focusing).
There is no verbal mental vocabulary for wholeness of being - only for the Loss of Communication in self-limitation within conflicting identifications. But Life lived and shared and embodied IS such a language already - and though it is our First Nature, we have to relearn its focus from an adopted priority given to a second nature that SEEMS to be the first voice, or reaction to anything. But to pause and revisit the wholeness or presence beneath appearances allows a re-visioning from which to live an entirely different foundation than the fear-guilt coercion. And yes, like any learning it has to be chosen anew and anew whenever the old habit seems to be running your choices for you. Otherwise, you will not KNOW that you want it - and this is what waking up is to resume; the focusing within what you truly want. The world paints symbols for your heart's desire - but the world cannot give you your heart;s desire for it is already With you. Acceptance at the heart will reflect a different 'world' and if you want this you must choose it - because Reality is not coercive upon you, but honours your desire. Of course this reads crazy to the mental - but consider that if your are 99% preoccupied in making sure something terrible does NOT recur or occur for you - then you are 99% negatively identified - even if the 1% is a surface reality in which you are struggling to succeed in escaping, evading or mitigating those 'unconscious' fears.
The 'unconscious' has many seeming levels - but is principally discarded and denied self. No less active for being denied - but in ever more 'hidden' forms as the complexity of maintaining 'unconsciousness' demands higher and higher levels of death and taxes to maintain itself at cost of true communication - which at first must embrace the denied 'negatives' that we have perhaps come to love to hate or need to hate in order to hold our 'identity' together.
The word I or 'me' is an apparently simple thing - but what it purports to mean can be anything and everything depending on all kinds of shifting forms that seen to be distinct arenas of context with their own demands and necessities. The Source 'I Am' is not a mental concept - which came later. One has to Feel Existence to reopen Relational Communication where a 'mental' assertion had effectively discarded, denied and usurped such awareness.
Such a metal identity can only 'listen' to its own thinking and cannot receive me at all - excepting to seek ammunition for its need to survive as war-mind in disguise.
At such time as this I treasure any sign of true willingness - for ever kind of deceit is risen to mimic the true. Jesus said "resist ye not evil!" - and I recognize that true. But I also see how a mind split in fear/evil will distort that saying so as to neuter the Jesus example. The way evils propagate is by getting you to give them focus without recognizing what you are in fact choosing - that is - by deceits and traps of conditioned reaction - so that you don't even know the choice you are truly making as a result of a false framing matrix of definition. That you have and ARE choice is my desire to stir within you and grow in myself - and opening the true nature of choice in terms of true of you or false to you - is a simplicity of discernment BEFORE the machinery of thinking is even summoned to action.
There is an integrity of being that is uncoverable beneath any kind of mental-emotional crap - because crap is not the worth that your creation establishes as You. If you have faith in crap - it will be no less rewarded than in your core quality of being - even if you cant currently abide in or recognize this as your natural inheritance. No one else can live your life - so why give access to the thoughts and stories that purport to protect you from life in return for an isolating sense of dissociated self-specialness?
by Jon Rappoport
Jon writes on the device of diagnosing mental illness in terms of chemical imbalance - which then feeds a drug market that actually created such imbalances as it claims to treat or 'manage'.
Medical mythology operates the deepest psy op of the coercive mentality and the idea of mindcontrol arises from the abuse of the mind as an agency of control or power over life.
One story not given a voice in the article or comments beneath:
The marketplace of power operates under free will - regardless the complexities by which emotionally backed conditioning triggers reactions of fragmented and complimentary roles.
When we first adopt a mask of self-protection against naked or native Communication - we do not realize the 'choices' that that persona has in effect locked us into - until and unless the original conditioning imprint is in some way relived and re-evaluated or re-integrated. Not by a story-identity of assertive or controlled narrative - but as a recognition of innate freedom at Source. Identifying exclusively in effects and appearances is what we usually call 'the world' or its 'self'.
Such exclusive and segregative identity is necessarily a state of conflict - and regardless how it asserts or attempts to present itself - those conflicts and their pain are inherent to such a 'self-identity' - which is always a tango in which two or more agree NOT to know or hear or feel truth.
The willingness to forego the social 'protective' mask and listen for and be moved by the communication of our Being - (re Imagination at a level beyond the belief-prison of the segregative mind) - is the expansion of perspective and realigning of perception and experience to an integrative Flow of being - which is what is really 'going on' Always - though the mind can be fragmented to operate a lens of distortion and fragmentation that will mask your 'reality experience' while you choose to believe it gives you Life or Power rather than recognizing it demands the sacrifice of your Life and the true power of synchronicity that is Being the Presence You Are.
There are simplicities that multiply to a vast entanglement of complexity - which is part of their defence system. They are also called lies - but in the first instance they are mis-takes or incomplete and partial understandings or fears that become false foundations from which one then lives.
The ability to dissociate and fragment was marked by Freud and he sought ways to heal it - but didn't allow or recognize his own involvement and participation in the 'relational issues' we label and hide from by means of narratives of external agencies such as genes and biology or past-guilt sins and theology.
The ability to heal or reintegrate to a wholeness of Presence is innate to us and does not require special 'learning' or 'deserving' - but the framing mentality of the matrix of fear, coercion and guilt does require these and renders the mind incapable of accepting Reality Now - for it 'sees' only total loss in such an unthinkable idea. Thus the drive to disallow heart-acceptance is the sacrifice of love, truth and beauty that is masked by a false 'love, truth and beauty' coercively asserted and defended and maintained with all the force of the original survival fear that triggered our first differentiations from a wordless but true knowing.
Revisiting and re-visioning the past imprinting does not require adding anything to what is unfolding our reality - but does require the desisting or releasing of the false narrative self and its world - which is the active layer of obfuscation and diversion from true presence no matter what roles are being played out in the personality level.
When I was young the term 'mental' was used colloquially for 'mentally ill' (which itself was a taboo area that was not open to discussion or even thought). I now see that mental substitutions for relational communication is indeed 'mental dis-ease', while insinuating itself as socially normal' via guilt and fear 'incentives'. Waking up is not a better mental handle - it is the abandonment of such a prison, for the mind simply operates where and when needed within a truly lived relationship. There is no 'control issue' or power struggle until such perceptions and reactions are triggered fears from which the 'divide and rule' paradigm operates in place of truly felt discernment (of both intuitive and intellectual focusing).
There is no verbal mental vocabulary for wholeness of being - only for the Loss of Communication in self-limitation within conflicting identifications. But Life lived and shared and embodied IS such a language already - and though it is our First Nature, we have to relearn its focus from an adopted priority given to a second nature that SEEMS to be the first voice, or reaction to anything. But to pause and revisit the wholeness or presence beneath appearances allows a re-visioning from which to live an entirely different foundation than the fear-guilt coercion. And yes, like any learning it has to be chosen anew and anew whenever the old habit seems to be running your choices for you. Otherwise, you will not KNOW that you want it - and this is what waking up is to resume; the focusing within what you truly want. The world paints symbols for your heart's desire - but the world cannot give you your heart;s desire for it is already With you. Acceptance at the heart will reflect a different 'world' and if you want this you must choose it - because Reality is not coercive upon you, but honours your desire. Of course this reads crazy to the mental - but consider that if your are 99% preoccupied in making sure something terrible does NOT recur or occur for you - then you are 99% negatively identified - even if the 1% is a surface reality in which you are struggling to succeed in escaping, evading or mitigating those 'unconscious' fears.
The 'unconscious' has many seeming levels - but is principally discarded and denied self. No less active for being denied - but in ever more 'hidden' forms as the complexity of maintaining 'unconsciousness' demands higher and higher levels of death and taxes to maintain itself at cost of true communication - which at first must embrace the denied 'negatives' that we have perhaps come to love to hate or need to hate in order to hold our 'identity' together.
The word I or 'me' is an apparently simple thing - but what it purports to mean can be anything and everything depending on all kinds of shifting forms that seen to be distinct arenas of context with their own demands and necessities. The Source 'I Am' is not a mental concept - which came later. One has to Feel Existence to reopen Relational Communication where a 'mental' assertion had effectively discarded, denied and usurped such awareness.
Such a metal identity can only 'listen' to its own thinking and cannot receive me at all - excepting to seek ammunition for its need to survive as war-mind in disguise.
At such time as this I treasure any sign of true willingness - for ever kind of deceit is risen to mimic the true. Jesus said "resist ye not evil!" - and I recognize that true. But I also see how a mind split in fear/evil will distort that saying so as to neuter the Jesus example. The way evils propagate is by getting you to give them focus without recognizing what you are in fact choosing - that is - by deceits and traps of conditioned reaction - so that you don't even know the choice you are truly making as a result of a false framing matrix of definition. That you have and ARE choice is my desire to stir within you and grow in myself - and opening the true nature of choice in terms of true of you or false to you - is a simplicity of discernment BEFORE the machinery of thinking is even summoned to action.
There is an integrity of being that is uncoverable beneath any kind of mental-emotional crap - because crap is not the worth that your creation establishes as You. If you have faith in crap - it will be no less rewarded than in your core quality of being - even if you cant currently abide in or recognize this as your natural inheritance. No one else can live your life - so why give access to the thoughts and stories that purport to protect you from life in return for an isolating sense of dissociated self-specialness?
2016/05/30
What is Sovereignty?
What is Sovereignty?
True Sovereignty is free willingness - as contrasted by coercive or manipulative deceits.
The latter can be set up by conditioning in which a sense of self as deprived, threatened or pained is allowed or enabled to 'live' within the context and framework of believed or set 'conditions' - failure to meet resulting in penalty.
The human conditioning is regarded as the human condition - or the way of the world; the way life is. But as the article indicates, conditioned reaction is not true willingness so much as a compromise in which joy of wholeness is sacrificed to the demands of a 'god' external and other to Creation Itself - which is thus 'seen' as apart from its true Living Context - as a world of things and forces - all seeming to be separate things and conflicting and competing needs and natures.
The idea of free will has been subverted and usurped by the freedom to 'do' which is then seen as an initiative of a separate self sense - but all behaviour is initiated by the underlying matrix of definitions and beliefs through which the Movement of Being gives form as the desire to Know Thyself.
To know one's true will, the false must be noticed and left unused. Jesus shows a clear example - but it is not available to the old wine bottle paradigm.
2016/05/06
Thinking Alone
Thinking alone - is a choice not to join with or relate. But such thoughts still share and join with everything of a like frequency - generating experience of a world of isolated combatants in a world of separate 'things'. 'A lead role in a cage'. If that is where you current desire is - then that's where you defend - but if you ever question where your thoughts are coming from and whether they speak for who you really are - then there is always another way to look at the Life that is all that is here - regardless how you look on it. I don't have that sense of Life as boring 'oneness' because Its experience of Itself is Infinite.
The richness, complexity and depth of feeling in being alive and awake has nothing to do with boring - and oneness is very much misused by private lonely thinking to escape 'negativity' which is nothing to to with a unified sense of who you feel and know yourself to be in any and every moment.
The direction I attempt to illuminate, is of escaping from a false imprisonment. Thoughts are within what Mind is - not outside or apart from it. But it is possible to BELIEVE thought to be separated off and different - and run with it and make a self on it - which HAS to defend itself from What Is - while locked into its exclusivity.
I'm not suggesting a wrongness or sin in choosing to think in secret - but that a real choice has to be aware of what the choice is between to BE a choice. The sense of self that protects its power to deny, withhold and segregate does not allow awareness of anything that exposes its true relationship.
This is what we are making a world of; denial, suppression and a lonely sense of 'power'. It is a complex mind-trap that has terror and rage in its imprint - but which is healed in laughter. But the laughter is a gift of true perspective.
Life is already a gift. The meanings we give to it are the thoughts and beliefs we choose to accept. But until we wake up to our true response-ability - we run on the meanings that are imprinted and conditioned - as if they are fixed, locked in and unquestionable.
I'm not trying to change your or anyone's mind - but reflecting within the dream that you Are Mind in act of focus - and that - at that level you have freedom and perspective to transform your experience and relationship with Everything - and it is challenging, exciting and enlivening. It is your life - and your gift to live it that automatically shares - or creates a different world. But of course if you take the words at the surface form and try to fit them into the caged mind - it will turn out to be meaningless bullshit like everything else in a meaningless mindset.
2016/04/05
If I was... then I'd be...
"If I Was In Better Shape, I'd Be More Confident"
I confess I saw the title of this youtube video promotion, took in a few comments of it and apart from some random dips, did not go into the whole video.
Whenever I am in touch with the true basis for self-trust, there isn't even self-consciousness of lack of 'confidence' nor of using the 'shape I'm in' as a judgement of worth.
Invalidating thinking undermines a natural capacity of receptivity and response as the idea of invalid-ity. And while I am believing such judgements as true of me - including the societal environment of judgements that tap into my own, I have to at least work with that as part of recognizing I am doing that - and what I get out of it and why.
Lack of true self-acceptance is masked of persona that then seeks external validation in substitution for what it does not accept for itself.There are reasons in our conditioning that set us in the patterns we have as part of strategies of adapting to a society that felt UN-loving, and UN-trustworthy - and there are deeper perspectives in that original imprinting that are available in revisiting it that were not available then.
Seeking for something from an unconscious belief that you lack it - can seem to become all sorts of things but cannot exceed its starting place. You can only rest in who you feel and know yourself to be - not in anything you are trying to be. However, a sense of power is appropriate to reclaim from a sense of powerlessness - but if we look for it in terms of powerlessness we get caught in an illusion of power that costs us our core humanity - and this is writ large in the world right now. A false masculine power operates upon the denial and subjugation of the receptive and expressive because those are seen as weakening the CONCEPT of power to which wholeness of life is sacrificed.
Ok so that's deep. But at root - your core sense of worth is not determined by anything ABOUT you - unless of course you say so. That flies in the face of all societal conditioning because societal conditioning covers who we really are with a 'face'.
Movement and action from a willingness to feel a true sense of worth does more than thinking about anything. We grow what we live FROM - and that is how we lost a true appreciation of our Life; by coming FROM a need to limit and hide and present ourselves acceptable or defend ourselves from pain. The law doesn't change - but now we can use it on purpose - rather than grabbing at whatever worked for what our need was then. Some of this is appearing in the ideas in the presentation but it is adulterated with the winning/losing paradigm. Only fear of losing needs to be a winner. Who sets up to fail - but the one who HAS to be a winner?
Who Is?
In Search of the Self
Who searches for self but one who believes they have lost it!
Who is it asks the question 'who am I?
If it is a statement in the form of a question, then the assertion of "I" is defined as a 'who' - and free to identify and construct itself amidst a wide range of thought, feeling and behaviour - and then assert this 'self' while continuing to adapt to its own unrecognized reflections.
If there is a true desire to know your self - then put aside all this masquerade and abide in the true desire. IT will tell you or connect you with - all you need to know. But not as the appendage to "I am 'this' or 'that'. That is not knowing so much as rehearsing in idea and having an experience from it. There is no one who can show me a self and there is no one who can really not be who they are - regardless the presented appearances of form and communication.
Perhaps it is simply the human journey thus far, to discover or re-cognize and re-member who they are after first experiencing and recognizing who they are NOT!
Seeking in the only place where answers are kept out - is the exclusive and rejecting sense of self that mistakes itself in the idea of power over Life. Where two or more are gathered in ignorance and arrogance - Life is not recognized - nor the pain of life denied truly acknowledged.
Models, like images and symbols - are not the thing they point to - and are not the basis to define what they point to. That is back to front.
Who searches for self but one who believes they have lost it!
Who is it asks the question 'who am I?
If it is a statement in the form of a question, then the assertion of "I" is defined as a 'who' - and free to identify and construct itself amidst a wide range of thought, feeling and behaviour - and then assert this 'self' while continuing to adapt to its own unrecognized reflections.
If there is a true desire to know your self - then put aside all this masquerade and abide in the true desire. IT will tell you or connect you with - all you need to know. But not as the appendage to "I am 'this' or 'that'. That is not knowing so much as rehearsing in idea and having an experience from it. There is no one who can show me a self and there is no one who can really not be who they are - regardless the presented appearances of form and communication.
Perhaps it is simply the human journey thus far, to discover or re-cognize and re-member who they are after first experiencing and recognizing who they are NOT!
Seeking in the only place where answers are kept out - is the exclusive and rejecting sense of self that mistakes itself in the idea of power over Life. Where two or more are gathered in ignorance and arrogance - Life is not recognized - nor the pain of life denied truly acknowledged.
Models, like images and symbols - are not the thing they point to - and are not the basis to define what they point to. That is back to front.
Nothing Outside You?
Friston vs Brogaard: Down the Rabbit Hole
HEAD TO HEAD: Is our experience real, or simply a construct of the brain?
Without personal rancour let it be obvious that if experience of anything and everything was a 'product' or effect, it would not be OF the brain - which is itself effect. It may be filtered, limited or distorted THROUGH the brain (in the total sense of the body as instrument). It would be of Mind - Soul - God or whatever name you choose for non physical, non local and non temporal causation - for awareness is not apart from its object - except in thought. Nothing is more than or less than IS - but you define it so - and focus in lifetime through your acceptance of your own 'word'.
But in the course of conditioning of our own unfolded experience, the purpose of our focus in the physical sense has drifted from a conscious exploration within limitation, to struggle to survive and prevail as a limited sense of autonomy. This fearfully conflicted, contracted, densified and defended sense of self 'meets' it reflection in a like world, that seems disconnected, un-conscious and blind to the Feeling of being that is integrity of being within wholeness - hiding in fear and hiding from fear - it thinks it thinks alone - in a mind enclosed by flesh and surrounded by a world that is treacherous, other, and untrustworthy. It recognizes itself NOT in everything but puts all that self-concept excludes down, and out away - as a negative projection - as if to get rid of hated, feared self. Mind is The Projector - but what we focus upon and accept into our mind is what we give or multiply by going forth - and receive in like kind.
When fear, guilt and division are accepted and believed and reacted from as a chaos to be limited, controlled or overcome, then this becomes our focus - our thought of self-definition - and this is what we then give and receive as our communication BUT just as coercive use of communication fails to communicate a wholeness - for the form belies a hidden agenda - so does a split mind come from the attempt to make yourself in your own image or concept.
Not recognizing our own thought reflected we see 'enemy' and adversary - action feeds on reaction and the seeming 'evolution' of technological abilities of control are in fact a devolution from a natural spontaneity of communioned being... BUT these learned abilities - which have as it were, fleshed out in complex interrelationship of structures and tools is transformed by the shifting of purpose for which they are used when the personality-structure and its reality break down in the results of attempting to manually operate Life and effectively enslave it under a loveless mentality that is revealed to be wrong about its own foundation and thus undone of it AS foundation.
This no longer operates to usurp a true foundation in Cause and the reintegration of the split focus into unified purpose, operates a different 'life' than what was before - but now more and more openly coming through what was taken to be a private mind - which is the knowledge or communioned sense of not being alone - and reflects in experience of relationship in which recognition of self in other and of other in self - opens a healing of ancient hate - as an undoing of what never ultimately done in the way our imprinting conformed us to believe - and so fresh perspective restores choice that was unknowingly hidden by frameworks of apparent choices that all serve the mind that is running away from intimacy of being.
The desire to know is the other side of the coin of desiring to love and be loved. Love of truth leads to truth of love. If you truly want to know, you have to open a real relationship and feel your way. It is possible to assert rigid self-definition in a way that holds your reality apart from communication and relationship while presenting yourself the judge and invalidating all else. But isolation is pain - no matter it is denied and distributed onto 'others'. Elitism of self-specialness believes itself to be first - but is the last to release a fear-driven sense of self accept true foundation - which must at first be experienced as humiliation.
Your body and brain serve you willingly - even while you ride your power in the world. The effects of abusing and toxifying our own mind, body and world are more and more Obvious - but still we deny and kill the messengers that are our own Call - unrecognized.
Without the feeling of what informs and structures thought - is a mere evaporation of thinking while undercurrent runs the denial of feeling as the leaking out of self-hatred in all we do.
Layers and layers over layers of pretence do not change the core. Whether we like it or not, our denied imprinting is reflecting back the very terrors and fears - and rage - that the self-in-the-world- was supposed to save us from. But one does not stand in the same river twice - and the recognition of need allows perspective where before was blind panic. The need to know is also the need for true sanity. But knowing is not the translations into image, concept or symbol.
having truly known and felt known perfectly - it is your re-cognized freedom to live your life as a gift of discovery - rather than tyrannously conformed by pain, fear and guilt.
There is nothing outside Consciousness - and Consciousness is not your brain - or even 'your' mind so much as the Movement of focusing within being in which you know and feel your existence perfectly - without need to go in search of an identity to 'validate' on others - for what you give sets the measure of your receiving - and so you cannot NOT be the recipients of my giving - though your freedom to accept in accord with your own choice is as inviolate as my own.
Aligning 'will on earth with will in heaven' is pausing the mind of reaction, in desire to truly feel and know within - as one's natural or innate inheritance. This is really about reopening a channel of communication with the quality of Life within this very instant that for whatever reasons has been covered over, lost, forgotten, mistaken as threat or source of shame and denied.
When one is simply in the flow of their being - they don't stop it to ask questions that no longer hold meaning - BUT if your questions are genuine - then of course you will be prompted to notice the more of You that is always here and which you are now welcoming - regardless that the personality mind gets freaked out for a while until you bring it through to a calmer perspective.
An experience of experience is not less real that direct experience - for all experience is in some way integral to Infinite Existence or it could not be imagined. But is clearly a filtering and limiting image-perception of whatever is truly presencing Itself - right where you are.
The phrase 'down the rabbit-hole' is a reversal. For the self and world we take to be real is ALREADY down a complex of rabbit holes. The re-wakening from such an exclusive focus in such self-definition attempts to frame itself in terms of past conditionings - but you cant put the new wine into the old paradigm. There is nothing outside You - but who you truly are is always in relation with all.
2016/03/25
Easter Message
The recognition of the nature of the act of definition as a
determination of meaning, in fixed or conceptual terms needs to
recognize that it is not an act of power over - but an extension of
freedom to - according to the active purpose being engaged in.
For the mind-in-service can serve to embody felt meanings - but the mind in judgement over, attempts the conforming or imposing of ideas removed from the context of serving communication within relationship, to the role of dictating or controlling the narrative and in that sense - the form of the relational outcome.
This is simply the loss of communication and relationship to a conceived sense of power - whether seemingly winning or leading - or seemingly losing - or indeed using the form of losing to manipulate the delusion of the winner. For power against itself weaves an infinite web of deceits.
Attention can be released from personality obsession arising from identity in judgement, by willingness and desire to know the truth - that is - to be receptive to the noticing of what is in fact being communicated or extended as social manipulations - beneath the mutually agreed definitions, which operate beliefs and investment in power over - and consequent fear of loss of power to that which being robbed or denied - is expected to deny.
Jesus extended the invitation of a willingness for knowing truth, in which who you really are is set free of what a false sense of power, limited and defined you to be. As long as we agree to define such power outside our self, we embody an assertion of powerlessness that then competes to align with or exploit wherever it seems to be.
Perhaps Jesus would have rather found acceptance in a like willingness for communication and relationship than denials in which he chose not to join with - preferring to know the truth than kill it to feed self-illusion. But that 'passion play' imprints the core conditioning of a masquerade of power that must deny and indeed crucify, love, in order to seem to exist in judgement over and apart from Life's Meaning.
The reflection of the activity of our mind to our own notice - is our whole way out from self-conflicted identities that cannot afford honesty or actually grow trust. But only if that noticing abides wordless in the heart's knowing without being sacrificed to a guilting script.
When guilt insinuates itself in our thinking - it poisons all else to serve a hidden agenda - for it must stay hidden for a part of who it allows you to be - to mitigate or temporarily escape its pain. It puts down and casts out in the name of your protection.
Discerning deceits so as to no longer use them as the lens of our thought, is a primary responsibility of our freedom to think or define, perceive, accept and act from.
This is most practical information to any who desire freedom from a deceit that robs us at our very foundation. But first one has to notice that something is out-of-true and honestly enquire as to the true - as the context in which to know the difference - and act upon it.
Whatever the circumstances that bring one to a moment of or stirring in true noticing - celebrate the noticing without defining it in association with the conditions - excepting of course - in gratitude.
As an Easter treat I'll share something I found inspiring that may hearten readers here; "open dialogue" - you can start with Daniel Mackler's youtube documentary:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?...
and follow your interest. Perhaps actually people are more interested in the dynamic of conflict and the fascination with evil. When it really comes to it is all the talk of 'freedom' a way to persist in perpetual war? Or is living unto the freedom of others as yourself, a willingness to communicate and open genuine relationship? What we give out - is what we get back.
Forgive yourself your judgements for they know not what they do. Only a wholeness of being knows its purpose without hidden or denied underside. Wholeness of being may not be definable - but that does not been it is unrecognisable or unfelt. Wherever you feel and know the true of you - is where your life unfolds to you.
This is not coercive upon anyone. The coercive sense of will arose from mistaken self-definition that then perpetuates itself by persisting the assertion of out-of-true as its foundation. A foundation that depends on being hidden to seem to be a foundation.
How you read the story is up to you - but you can only meet that which you are willing to be the vibration of. Truth is not killed - but framed out of sight by insistence upon a sacrificial worship of guilt as the guarantee of power.
No matter how complex a deeply defended lie is - it is no more true than a fib. What you invest in and want to be true is the determiner of how readily an error can be corrected - and of course this is a matter of who you define and accept yourself to be - moment - by moment - by moment.
But if you recognize that what is - Is beyond definition - excepting as an extension of the freedom to create - then there is a basis from which to notice and align self-defining idea to the true of you.
Otherwise hidden definitions run old conditioning that believes the true of You is unacceptable.
(This was a response to a mentioning of this message in another conversation)
For the mind-in-service can serve to embody felt meanings - but the mind in judgement over, attempts the conforming or imposing of ideas removed from the context of serving communication within relationship, to the role of dictating or controlling the narrative and in that sense - the form of the relational outcome.
This is simply the loss of communication and relationship to a conceived sense of power - whether seemingly winning or leading - or seemingly losing - or indeed using the form of losing to manipulate the delusion of the winner. For power against itself weaves an infinite web of deceits.
Attention can be released from personality obsession arising from identity in judgement, by willingness and desire to know the truth - that is - to be receptive to the noticing of what is in fact being communicated or extended as social manipulations - beneath the mutually agreed definitions, which operate beliefs and investment in power over - and consequent fear of loss of power to that which being robbed or denied - is expected to deny.
Jesus extended the invitation of a willingness for knowing truth, in which who you really are is set free of what a false sense of power, limited and defined you to be. As long as we agree to define such power outside our self, we embody an assertion of powerlessness that then competes to align with or exploit wherever it seems to be.
Perhaps Jesus would have rather found acceptance in a like willingness for communication and relationship than denials in which he chose not to join with - preferring to know the truth than kill it to feed self-illusion. But that 'passion play' imprints the core conditioning of a masquerade of power that must deny and indeed crucify, love, in order to seem to exist in judgement over and apart from Life's Meaning.
The reflection of the activity of our mind to our own notice - is our whole way out from self-conflicted identities that cannot afford honesty or actually grow trust. But only if that noticing abides wordless in the heart's knowing without being sacrificed to a guilting script.
When guilt insinuates itself in our thinking - it poisons all else to serve a hidden agenda - for it must stay hidden for a part of who it allows you to be - to mitigate or temporarily escape its pain. It puts down and casts out in the name of your protection.
Discerning deceits so as to no longer use them as the lens of our thought, is a primary responsibility of our freedom to think or define, perceive, accept and act from.
This is most practical information to any who desire freedom from a deceit that robs us at our very foundation. But first one has to notice that something is out-of-true and honestly enquire as to the true - as the context in which to know the difference - and act upon it.
Whatever the circumstances that bring one to a moment of or stirring in true noticing - celebrate the noticing without defining it in association with the conditions - excepting of course - in gratitude.
As an Easter treat I'll share something I found inspiring that may hearten readers here; "open dialogue" - you can start with Daniel Mackler's youtube documentary:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?...
and follow your interest. Perhaps actually people are more interested in the dynamic of conflict and the fascination with evil. When it really comes to it is all the talk of 'freedom' a way to persist in perpetual war? Or is living unto the freedom of others as yourself, a willingness to communicate and open genuine relationship? What we give out - is what we get back.
Forgive yourself your judgements for they know not what they do. Only a wholeness of being knows its purpose without hidden or denied underside. Wholeness of being may not be definable - but that does not been it is unrecognisable or unfelt. Wherever you feel and know the true of you - is where your life unfolds to you.
This is not coercive upon anyone. The coercive sense of will arose from mistaken self-definition that then perpetuates itself by persisting the assertion of out-of-true as its foundation. A foundation that depends on being hidden to seem to be a foundation.
How you read the story is up to you - but you can only meet that which you are willing to be the vibration of. Truth is not killed - but framed out of sight by insistence upon a sacrificial worship of guilt as the guarantee of power.
No matter how complex a deeply defended lie is - it is no more true than a fib. What you invest in and want to be true is the determiner of how readily an error can be corrected - and of course this is a matter of who you define and accept yourself to be - moment - by moment - by moment.
But if you recognize that what is - Is beyond definition - excepting as an extension of the freedom to create - then there is a basis from which to notice and align self-defining idea to the true of you.
Otherwise hidden definitions run old conditioning that believes the true of You is unacceptable.
(This was a response to a mentioning of this message in another conversation)
2016/03/23
True Meanings Expand
One of Jon's socio-political reflections brought this response from me:
Yes – I join with you. True meanings are capable of expansion and fluidity – because they are alive.
Discernment is the key. Jon talks of logic and imagination – but both of those operate from a premise which can be true or not. A fearful sense of self will operate a negative imagination – no less in disguising itself within positive spin. Discerning a true foundation is like feeling the ring of integrity or freedom from the smell of a manipulative intent. But we can only recognize integrity through our own – which includes the willingness to align with it from wherever we seem to be. Then we can meet situations and others and recognize in others without being addicted to outer identity forms. For it is not the form of a thing that communicates meaning but the wholeness of context in which the form takes its meaning. If I want to discern the meaning of anything I simply feel or listen within and what I need turns up because I didn’t believe it wouldn’t. I didn’t give energy to the fear that I would be denied or deceived – and so that imagination wast communicated to higher mind and used to invoke experience.
To know what I need to know, when I need to know it, allows desire to align whatever is needed. What is my desire? It is the movement of my being – or more exactly it is the resonance and relevance within the movement of being to who I feel and know myself to be. Which is more of a core signature vibration than any externally validated set of concepts, images or forms.
We lose our energetic sensitivity when we rely on short-cuts of outer recognition. But it isn’t at all LOST – it is simply the ingrained conditioning of trading in derivatives that have lost connection with the Worth – not least because in a world of symbols and symbols of symbols an inflated sense of worth can seem real as well as a sense of worthlessness when such bubbles are popped.
The lens of guilt and fear distorts perception – and inverts it – so as to make it the ’cause’ of the one who perceives – who is the dreamer of the dream regardless he struggles within the drama of it and rails at his fate. Pretending not to be fearful or guilt-conditioned only dons a spiritual disguise. But uncovering and owning fear and guilt feelings is the opportunity to choose differently – however – when they come to conscious awareness we are usually triggered to escape or avoid them ASAP and don’t realize that the grievance was an opportunity – especially if projecting out in grievance is our way not to own our own feelings – and feel somewhat righteous and relieved instead.
Yes – I join with you. True meanings are capable of expansion and fluidity – because they are alive.
Discernment is the key. Jon talks of logic and imagination – but both of those operate from a premise which can be true or not. A fearful sense of self will operate a negative imagination – no less in disguising itself within positive spin. Discerning a true foundation is like feeling the ring of integrity or freedom from the smell of a manipulative intent. But we can only recognize integrity through our own – which includes the willingness to align with it from wherever we seem to be. Then we can meet situations and others and recognize in others without being addicted to outer identity forms. For it is not the form of a thing that communicates meaning but the wholeness of context in which the form takes its meaning. If I want to discern the meaning of anything I simply feel or listen within and what I need turns up because I didn’t believe it wouldn’t. I didn’t give energy to the fear that I would be denied or deceived – and so that imagination wast communicated to higher mind and used to invoke experience.
To know what I need to know, when I need to know it, allows desire to align whatever is needed. What is my desire? It is the movement of my being – or more exactly it is the resonance and relevance within the movement of being to who I feel and know myself to be. Which is more of a core signature vibration than any externally validated set of concepts, images or forms.
We lose our energetic sensitivity when we rely on short-cuts of outer recognition. But it isn’t at all LOST – it is simply the ingrained conditioning of trading in derivatives that have lost connection with the Worth – not least because in a world of symbols and symbols of symbols an inflated sense of worth can seem real as well as a sense of worthlessness when such bubbles are popped.
The lens of guilt and fear distorts perception – and inverts it – so as to make it the ’cause’ of the one who perceives – who is the dreamer of the dream regardless he struggles within the drama of it and rails at his fate. Pretending not to be fearful or guilt-conditioned only dons a spiritual disguise. But uncovering and owning fear and guilt feelings is the opportunity to choose differently – however – when they come to conscious awareness we are usually triggered to escape or avoid them ASAP and don’t realize that the grievance was an opportunity – especially if projecting out in grievance is our way not to own our own feelings – and feel somewhat righteous and relieved instead.
Release the grasp, to being truly found in already Embrace
From a conversation on one of Jon Rappoport's blog posts
... I'm not seeking a grasp so much as to release it to being truly found in already Embrace - but I also see that a willingness to articulate a reflection to the the heart's intuitive wordless knowing can serve the recognition in others as I simply listen 'with everyone else listening'. Shared purpose is shared Mind. Being moved is not passive - so much as true receptive - from which the active rises and embodies. The disconnected sense of 'active' is already emasculated - hence the hard armouring and 'proof' of power seeking validation in denials OF the receptive. This is in fact passive - because it knows not what it does while passively surrendered to - indeed possessed by - a fearfully defined sense of power.
But truth rests in power and that is why it cannot be used as a weapon without turning upon the wielder. Forgiveness of a true Self acceptance can replace the sword. Perhaps that's a summary of what I just wrote below - but came back to write the prequel! (Non linear editing!)
To interest such as there may be I write in the themes being opened here - not just as personal response - though I appreciate sharing in a willingness to feel ideas rather than use them for combat!
Whatever is - however knowing or beholding to be - is as it is. The mind can encode 'is', within a framework of meanings that then come 'between' as individual amidst infinite perspective. So was and maybe, or even shall be, arise within 'Always' as if Always is fragmented to time out of mind - and 'mind how you go!' - or lose awareness to a splitting image of a compulsive inversion of freedom in the idea of opposition.
The undoing, recognition or resolving of all things back to source is their freedom to reflect source rather than mind - for mind no longer 'splits' or comes between. It never did or could but the desire to serve experience calls it forth.
My experience arises the meanings I give and accept - ah! but now is an "I" of the infinite - presumed and experienced in finite terms simultaneously! I don't doubt the beauty of Existence is appreciable via number, geometry, music and vibrational qualities of resonance, but that Existence Itself is unspeakable - and its qualities may animate living imagery yet are not rendered or defined in image apart from the animating desire.
To write this I am paused and aligned here and there to write an embodiment of balanced willingness for recognition and rest in the fact of existence - prior to any mental assertion of non-existence or any idea of beauty or ugliness. Not for my person among persons - but as a witness in which to reflect without distortion.
The 'how' of and the 'why' or 'what for', subside as movements of mind in question, to abide in the heart of knowing the very thing in its moment of opening to ask.
Then in a sense , together as one, heart and mind embody a harmonic of a unified purpose and the 'interference patterning' of denial and forgetting is no longer tuned to.
To explain anything in terms of something 'else' is to redistribute 'meanings' that are tributaries of the idea of creating something 'else'; something unlike and different from Infinitely Always and Exactly Is. Thus we seem to become something 'else' and to have all things serve and reflect an OTHER meaning - and cascade of derivative meanings.
The loss of Identity for a shifting image amidst the ever changing has a traumatic and tragic underside - whenever the absurdity of such notion is lost to the acceptance and embodiment of self-serious hate - for so is judgement however it arises to cover a deeper integrity of acceptance.
Who runs off with what? But there's no taking away of the chosen experience while it is given a negative identity from which a mind unlike source nature unfolds in compulsion to survive or overcome a dictate it does not recognize its own.
Trapped by the attempt to escape a falsely framed experience - but which nonetheless truly affords Experience that is chosen and - in time and timing - embraced, re-cognized and re-membered and in a sense yes - decoded or translated 'back' into its original.
This is anything but a call for stasis or regression. Creation is by Nature an extension or gift - "Behold I make all things new". But to a grasping identity in image and form this is no gift but a curse to escape or shut down into a private mind of exclusive dictate!
What we dedicate, or use the gift for is not only 'our reward' it is our sharing on. To share the gift of refusal to receive and embrace - for the sake of a private 'creator' - is to give true power to the idea of creating isolation and dissociation in dissonance - within an illusion of power. But with all of the power we give it.
The idea of illusion may suggest something without substance that one can ignore. But the force of desire and intent given the illusion of self-segregation is perhaps likened to a 'Big Bang' or indeed an 'Expulsion from and loss of Paradise; of Communioned being'. The 'Fall'' posits a narrative of guilt feared and projected away. The Grand Project. The 'Bang' posits impersonal objective distance of 'billions of years' in place of Creative Existence and effectively air-brushes Consciousness from the scene.
But Consciousness - in its original quality is the All, is the being of any and all within All. But a mutually agreed redefinition of consciousness into terms of the personality structure of belief, emotion and act, sets a control boundary on what is acceptable as 'me' that likewise redefines the 'shadow' of denied self - and seems to 'exist' in opposition to it - and therefore in opposition to the restoring or healing to wholeness of being.
The art of 'living in both worlds' at once comes from yielding the control mentality idea to the Consciousness Being. Which is surrendering only to true - instead of attempting to determine and assert power from an out-of-true perspective. So first is the release of what seems or seemed to an open willingness or receptivity - within the movement of the natural desire - or in willingness to reconnect to awareness of the rising of true desire - which is simply what you recognize to be aligned with who you feel and know yourself to be - rather than who you are told or have told yourself you should be - and may be characterised by a quality of connected joy that may or may not associate with that term - but is a truly Felt Quality of Being rather than a private think. Then whatever you are doing, you are living from who you are and your presence gifts the world. Whether others pick up on that is a matter of resonance - but you will meet a different 'world' through presence than the world of mis-timings and mis-alignments that are forever seeming promising and disappointing until wearying the game of the candle.
... I'm not seeking a grasp so much as to release it to being truly found in already Embrace - but I also see that a willingness to articulate a reflection to the the heart's intuitive wordless knowing can serve the recognition in others as I simply listen 'with everyone else listening'. Shared purpose is shared Mind. Being moved is not passive - so much as true receptive - from which the active rises and embodies. The disconnected sense of 'active' is already emasculated - hence the hard armouring and 'proof' of power seeking validation in denials OF the receptive. This is in fact passive - because it knows not what it does while passively surrendered to - indeed possessed by - a fearfully defined sense of power.
But truth rests in power and that is why it cannot be used as a weapon without turning upon the wielder. Forgiveness of a true Self acceptance can replace the sword. Perhaps that's a summary of what I just wrote below - but came back to write the prequel! (Non linear editing!)
To interest such as there may be I write in the themes being opened here - not just as personal response - though I appreciate sharing in a willingness to feel ideas rather than use them for combat!
Whatever is - however knowing or beholding to be - is as it is. The mind can encode 'is', within a framework of meanings that then come 'between' as individual amidst infinite perspective. So was and maybe, or even shall be, arise within 'Always' as if Always is fragmented to time out of mind - and 'mind how you go!' - or lose awareness to a splitting image of a compulsive inversion of freedom in the idea of opposition.
The undoing, recognition or resolving of all things back to source is their freedom to reflect source rather than mind - for mind no longer 'splits' or comes between. It never did or could but the desire to serve experience calls it forth.
My experience arises the meanings I give and accept - ah! but now is an "I" of the infinite - presumed and experienced in finite terms simultaneously! I don't doubt the beauty of Existence is appreciable via number, geometry, music and vibrational qualities of resonance, but that Existence Itself is unspeakable - and its qualities may animate living imagery yet are not rendered or defined in image apart from the animating desire.
To write this I am paused and aligned here and there to write an embodiment of balanced willingness for recognition and rest in the fact of existence - prior to any mental assertion of non-existence or any idea of beauty or ugliness. Not for my person among persons - but as a witness in which to reflect without distortion.
The 'how' of and the 'why' or 'what for', subside as movements of mind in question, to abide in the heart of knowing the very thing in its moment of opening to ask.
Then in a sense , together as one, heart and mind embody a harmonic of a unified purpose and the 'interference patterning' of denial and forgetting is no longer tuned to.
To explain anything in terms of something 'else' is to redistribute 'meanings' that are tributaries of the idea of creating something 'else'; something unlike and different from Infinitely Always and Exactly Is. Thus we seem to become something 'else' and to have all things serve and reflect an OTHER meaning - and cascade of derivative meanings.
The loss of Identity for a shifting image amidst the ever changing has a traumatic and tragic underside - whenever the absurdity of such notion is lost to the acceptance and embodiment of self-serious hate - for so is judgement however it arises to cover a deeper integrity of acceptance.
Who runs off with what? But there's no taking away of the chosen experience while it is given a negative identity from which a mind unlike source nature unfolds in compulsion to survive or overcome a dictate it does not recognize its own.
Trapped by the attempt to escape a falsely framed experience - but which nonetheless truly affords Experience that is chosen and - in time and timing - embraced, re-cognized and re-membered and in a sense yes - decoded or translated 'back' into its original.
This is anything but a call for stasis or regression. Creation is by Nature an extension or gift - "Behold I make all things new". But to a grasping identity in image and form this is no gift but a curse to escape or shut down into a private mind of exclusive dictate!
What we dedicate, or use the gift for is not only 'our reward' it is our sharing on. To share the gift of refusal to receive and embrace - for the sake of a private 'creator' - is to give true power to the idea of creating isolation and dissociation in dissonance - within an illusion of power. But with all of the power we give it.
The idea of illusion may suggest something without substance that one can ignore. But the force of desire and intent given the illusion of self-segregation is perhaps likened to a 'Big Bang' or indeed an 'Expulsion from and loss of Paradise; of Communioned being'. The 'Fall'' posits a narrative of guilt feared and projected away. The Grand Project. The 'Bang' posits impersonal objective distance of 'billions of years' in place of Creative Existence and effectively air-brushes Consciousness from the scene.
But Consciousness - in its original quality is the All, is the being of any and all within All. But a mutually agreed redefinition of consciousness into terms of the personality structure of belief, emotion and act, sets a control boundary on what is acceptable as 'me' that likewise redefines the 'shadow' of denied self - and seems to 'exist' in opposition to it - and therefore in opposition to the restoring or healing to wholeness of being.
The art of 'living in both worlds' at once comes from yielding the control mentality idea to the Consciousness Being. Which is surrendering only to true - instead of attempting to determine and assert power from an out-of-true perspective. So first is the release of what seems or seemed to an open willingness or receptivity - within the movement of the natural desire - or in willingness to reconnect to awareness of the rising of true desire - which is simply what you recognize to be aligned with who you feel and know yourself to be - rather than who you are told or have told yourself you should be - and may be characterised by a quality of connected joy that may or may not associate with that term - but is a truly Felt Quality of Being rather than a private think. Then whatever you are doing, you are living from who you are and your presence gifts the world. Whether others pick up on that is a matter of resonance - but you will meet a different 'world' through presence than the world of mis-timings and mis-alignments that are forever seeming promising and disappointing until wearying the game of the candle.
Thinking Alone?
"We are Alone!" said one to another#1
Thinking alone - is a choice not to join with. But such thoughts still share and join with everything of a like frequency - generating experience of a world of isolated combatants in a world of separate 'things'. 'A lead role in a cage'. If that is where you current desire is - then that's where you defend - but if you ever question where your thoughts are coming from and whether they speak for who you really are - then there is always another way to look at the Life that is all that is here - regardless how you look on it. I don't have that sense of Life as boring 'oneness' because Its experience of Itself is Infinite.
The richness, complexity and depth of feeling in being alive and awake has nothing to do with boring - and oneness is very much misused by private lonely thinking to escape 'negativity' which is nothing to to with a unified sense of who you feel and know yourself to be in any and every moment.
The direction I attempt to illuminate, is of escaping from a false imprisonment. Thoughts are within what Mind is - not outside or apart from it. But it is possible to BELIEVE thought to be separated off and different - and run with it and make a self on it - which HAS to defend itself from What Is - while locked into its exclusivity.
I'm not suggesting a wrongness or sin in choosing to think in secret - but that a real choice has to be aware of what the choice is between to BE a choice. The sense of self that protects its power to deny, withhold and segregate does not allow awareness of anything that exposes its true relationship.
This is what we are making a world of; denial, suppression and a lonely sense of 'power'. It is a complex mind-trap that has terror and rage in its imprint - but which is healed in laughter. But the laughter is a gift of true perspective.
Life is already a gift. The meanings we give to it are the thoughts and beliefs we choose to accept. But until we wake up to our true response-ability - we run on the meanings that are imprinted and conditioned - as if they are fixed, locked in and unquestionable.
I'm not trying to change your or anyone's mind - but reflecting within the dream that you Are Mind in act of focus - and that - at that level you have freedom and perspective to transform your experience and relationship with Everything - and it is challenging, exciting and enlivening. It is your life - and your gift to live it that automatically shares - or creates a different world. But of course if you take the words at the surface form and try to fit them into the caged mind - it will turn out to be meaningless bullshit like everything else in a meaningless mindset.
#2
How can you use the term 'we' as alone?
Nothing is alone, but the wish to experience an independent capacity of self-experiencing can run as the belief it is.
Location is a variable within the total idea of what something is - therefore changing the location is a change of focus - not a result of a 'moving' object.
The physical mind translates everything (translatable) into linear space time terms of experience. That's its function. But the non physical is not translatable. Everything in physical mind can serve the alignment and integration of that mind in 'Mind' or it can be used to serve a segregative sense of self with its disconnected and isolated sense of itself and the struggle for power that is its origin and nature - but not a true foundation.
Opening to Non Local Consciousness can and often does feel like a violation to the segregated self sense. This will rebalance where balance is sought.
Wherever a breakthrough of true relational Consciousness occurs, the segregative movement operates to cover, subvert, divert and redefine.
It is simply up to you to accept the meaning you give it - because it has no meaning in and of itself until your definition identifies meaning for you.
Everything - the Universe within and without, witnesses to the meaning you accept for yourself. A separate disconnected mind meets a world of separate disconnected things. I don't imply mere concept meanings painted over, but the template of consciousness by which meanings are felt, experienced and evolved and unfolded.
Unconditional Acceptance
Grey said:
Interesting words…but is God’s love truly unconditional? Not according to scripture. There are things that our Creator expects from us, the “Thou shall not” list found in the ten commandments. How many bodies can one leave behind and still be forgiven by our Creator? Unconditional love? I don’t think so, unless our understanding (ancient Hebrews; Abraham) of Him is totally wrong.
There are many ways I can respond to that. But perhaps I will use Trauma and Healing to illustrate a point. Humanity experienced catastrophic trauma – a result of which was a sense of in some way having brought wrath or evil upon themselves – whatever way their minds went with it, the result is a deep Imprinting of Terror and Rage that conditioned our minds in such a sense of reality. The persona or tribe that seeks to survive and prevail – the survivors of Trauma who feel Chosen – are not open to the Idea of God as love – but to an Idea of Power that destroys and yet CAN save – if – you don’t step out of line.
While the individual imprint is evident in anyone’s experience of traumatic events as the splitting off of a fragment of thought in attempt to escape intolerable stress, the collective response carries the social organisations of giving rage power to use terror as a weapon over one’s own – as Notional Security ie: these acts and sacrifices are held necessary for the survival of the notional self/tribe/nation. This imprint has not evolved since it was burned into experience. Such is the mind born of fear – which is a false creation within the Mind created in God’s Likeness – ie: Creative Individuality.
If you want you can read the Commandments as implicit to abiding in true co-creativie resonance rather than as a social ordering. There is Nothing But God and worshipping imaged definitions of Indivisible Reality as if they are God will seem to make an Otherness and conflict within You – a sense of having got something at another’ expense, a sense of Other threatening to take it back; a sense of lack – in short the whole Fall or Separation experience.
“If you go there, a sense of un-reality will reverse the true with the false and you will hurt yourself in the attempt to reconcile them”.
Everything that is experienced is Felt in Consciousness and that is far far more than the tiny focus allowed a mind ‘inside’ a body and operating within the confines of its dictate. In that sense your whole life is already received as riches of a kind your thinking precludes from your appreciation – but unless you stop turning away from living relationship into the posture and imposture of asserted independence from the very Life that sustains you – you wont recognize the Life though it is all around you.
The translation of everything that SEEMS to be or have been, to an unqualified Acceptance in truth is a ‘Mercy’ beyond our understanding – but not our acceptance. The human conditioning is of a PAST made in anger imposed upon the presence as a present in terms of the past. That’s another way of saying we re-enact separation trauma over and over – without GETTING IT! – Without recognizing the distortion of the Creative and sweeping it out of the Template.
You may think that without guilt and fear – you or indeed society – would run off the rails and chaos would follow. That’s the nature of fear-based ‘control’ and it believes its own thought true. You can read Jesus as an Invitation to wake out of that sacrificial conditioning – for which there is no punishment – though all sense of ‘punishment’ is within its framing.
Or you can read it as proof and reinforcement of the idea of sacrifice of Love as ‘saving’ sinners to survive and prevail within a magical bubble that love will not violate.
The NEED to believe in, and hate and identify against evil, is not what I see in Jesus. He was very aware of the destructive effect of fear-deceits, and in the instant of recognizing a scam – he put it behind him while attending the Living. However, the nature of fear-deceit in our identity is such that I cant simply address this in words and change anything. I can only extend my witness to your willingness to wake out from deceit that MUST be operating if your sense of yourself and world is conflicted.
“How is it I am deceived?” If this is a genuine desire in your heart – then whether you call it prayer of not it will align you with the information you need in a timing and a manner you can accept – one step at a time – and in terms of Life – that expand or stretch your current definitions of communication and relationship – to let more Life in!
There is much revelation of deceit in the ‘ways of our world’ that is deeply disturbing to a sense of sanity, stability or continuity. To the manipulator, this works to unsettle and herd or farm an outcome. To the awakener is opens the way of uncovering the very self-same devices our own consciousness employs in maintaining a false or oppositional definition of sanity, stability and continuity upon the Life that is not allowed to embody and fruit in its true nature.
The idea of the Holy Spirit – is of your re-integrative recognition and acceptance to your Whole Original Mind – and as such is nothing more than your true signature quality – held in trust within you while your attention is engaged in a ‘divide and rule’ by which your ‘signal’ or channel of communication is adulterated, diluted, usurped, robbed, lost, lusted for and taken over by reversals of true desire that use your own power against yourself by unrecognized deceit.
If you want to be the one to send another, hell – then you will have to be the one to release yourself from what you establish in yourself by giving it. For what you give out is what you get back. As you sow so shall you reap. Garbage in, garbage out. The innate Nature and Law of Mind is unchangeable. Everything changes – but your experience of this unfolding Meaning is according to the gifts you accept and extend – for yours is such power – even to unfold a meaninglessness that is hateful to you. You can have what you choose – but unless you align with what you truly want – you wont know your own choice and wont know you can change it.
You have to OWN the ‘mistake’ of learning by experience so as to release it into a corrected perspective. That is how life works when you let it. Repentance in Jesus was not about sin – it was about IMMEDIATELY getting back on track and not looking back. The ‘world’ subverted that to be all about sin with the goal to be achieved in some future that NEVER comes. You do get that, don’t you. It never comes – and that is the deceit by which to SEEM ‘spiritual’ while bullshitting yourself – and of course trading a subverted ‘version’ of a simple effective understanding.
The Idea of G-d – “I Am, That I Am” was so Powerful and Awesome an Idea to the ancient Hebrew tradition that only the chief priest, on the day of the Holy of Holies, in the Holy Place at the back of the Holiest Temple – would utter the Name out loud!
Is that not the hiding of the “Holy Spirit” in a “safe place” from corruptions of the sinful sense of compulsive deceit? Is it not the hiding FROM the true by making it Special and Other – so as to protect the sinful or wrong-feeling sense of compulsive deceit while mitigating its payload of fear and guilt?
I am living in different times now – I feel this is the time to separate from that which separates us from our true Life – and not look back – or bind unto a mind of denial in the illusion of power that is blind to the power of illusion. I don’t feel to persuade anyone of what is not the Will. That didn’t work — it backfired! I do feel to illuminate the nature of the ‘choice’ as a current responsibility. For in a conscious awareness of the true nature of the choice – there is no choice but Life – and the ‘other’ falls off as meaningless and of no relevance or use. So you might see that the Framing of deceit is to divert attention to choices – all of which – maintain the lack of free awareness in which to SEE.
The loss of a true self-acceptance is the loss of HONESTY. It is your Foundation and no holy bullshit will substitute for the Real You. But in living the genuine presence of you – you can see that what is used as a mask of manipulation – has original true meaning. You don’t have to use the same terms – but you don’t have to give all such communications to the degraded use of them either.
The ‘Way to truth’ is as simple as answering the knock on the door. If you want a complex and painful process before you let it in – you can use time that way too. It’s up to you.
(Hang on I’m busy. Not now – cant you see I’m busy! In a minute – I have to sort this out first…. Another day – I’ve got a lot going on here! Go Away! I cant deal with this now! This is the last thing I need! Fuck off or I’ll call the police! Doctor, I have these symptoms that I cant get rid off… what? I have to take this for the rest of my life?).
Raw Life and pastuerisation
Whoever it was that brashly asserted rights to freedom from any oppression of the state etc drew this response from me
More exactly - he (Trump - but that's beside the point) knowingly or unknowingly works for a subverted or captured state - that operates more like cancer than a true state of cooperative communication.
It never gets us anywhere to focus on personalities - nor on transhuman personalized concepts such as corporations or state and its agencies. The root of the sickness is deeper than the diversionary tactics thrown up to keep it hidden in perpetual conflict - that brings on death in more ways than is obvious within such conflictedness.
The denial of Life is so built into our mindset - that we are mostly not aware it operates through us. We feel 'right' or 'protected' in the assertion of power over Life - but don't see it that way - for we judge all that does not fit our concept of Life - our self Image - as something to deny, suppress, ignore, invalidate, kill, hate, and be shameful or hateful in.
There is Raw Life that is presencing Itself right where you/we are - but the mind operates on top of it and as a result has a false, fearful and guilt-ridden sense of Life. True Civilisation is awake to and in alignment and communication with what moves us Alive - not an imposed and directed narrative running as a 'matrix' of control managing a demand to protect from 'raw negatives'.
If you are forced to - or forcefully deprived of - ingesting food, drugs, medicine or toxins - then you decide how you are going to define and use that event as part of your experience of who you are... and who you are not.
The 'person' is not in control - and yet its attempt to control brings on the experience of being controlled. If we attract that into our life, it may be illuminating aspects of our own mind that we are blind to.
More exactly - he (Trump - but that's beside the point) knowingly or unknowingly works for a subverted or captured state - that operates more like cancer than a true state of cooperative communication.
It never gets us anywhere to focus on personalities - nor on transhuman personalized concepts such as corporations or state and its agencies. The root of the sickness is deeper than the diversionary tactics thrown up to keep it hidden in perpetual conflict - that brings on death in more ways than is obvious within such conflictedness.
The denial of Life is so built into our mindset - that we are mostly not aware it operates through us. We feel 'right' or 'protected' in the assertion of power over Life - but don't see it that way - for we judge all that does not fit our concept of Life - our self Image - as something to deny, suppress, ignore, invalidate, kill, hate, and be shameful or hateful in.
There is Raw Life that is presencing Itself right where you/we are - but the mind operates on top of it and as a result has a false, fearful and guilt-ridden sense of Life. True Civilisation is awake to and in alignment and communication with what moves us Alive - not an imposed and directed narrative running as a 'matrix' of control managing a demand to protect from 'raw negatives'.
If you are forced to - or forcefully deprived of - ingesting food, drugs, medicine or toxins - then you decide how you are going to define and use that event as part of your experience of who you are... and who you are not.
The 'person' is not in control - and yet its attempt to control brings on the experience of being controlled. If we attract that into our life, it may be illuminating aspects of our own mind that we are blind to.
Perplexity in the 'end-game'
When J said give to Caesar what is DUE and to God what is due. I take it to mean there is a difference of two purposes here that can seem to conflict - but one of them is unconflicted in itself.
If you put your treasure where it is robbed, trashed, corrupted and abused. Stop! Put it where it truly belongs. As Steven Hotho indicates, true worth is something that you can recognize and extend - rather than get from some set of ideas that seem to be what they are not. (Or indeed get from opposing some set of ideas).
What does it profit a man to gain the world if he loses his Soul?
When the 'prodigal' wakes to the true nature of his wretched condition - he regains a freedom of perspective from which to re-evaluate a mind that before he was too busy living. It was a mind of independent private authority - ie: the will to power.
It is hard to articulate this in words because identity confusion is so profound.
If you choose to accept that your life is but a futility in an evil or insane malevolence - then those thoughts are enacting such a purpose upon your consciousness and will bring forth fruit accordingly. THIS is where I see you as being in control or rather in relationship with Thought Itself. Not control over fixing outcomes - but in being on purpose as to what thoughts you are accepting by living from.
Nothing turns out to be what it seemed and the sense of loss and disturbance is profound. I don't know where you live - but if you can get out into Nature - someplace where the surroundings of sight smell and sound help to harmonise and touch in at a wordless thoughtless level.
Loss of true context leads to crazy thinking. You cant change what you are unwilling to own in yourself, and when you have owned crazy thinking in yourself - you wont want to use it to change it - but from a deeper place, life aligns in different ways - if you let it, hang in with and stay in a place of honouring it. Lies are also used as a kind of protection against what one simply cannot face. Compassion is different from sympathy. Unless we open to allow a self-acceptance, we operate on a hidden self-denial - which is another word for lies. You ARE having the time of your life! - but the quality of your unfolding experience depends on what you are choosing to use it for. Lies falsely frame the sense of options available. Curiosity is willing to revisit ideas and beliefs that DID serve you to some extent but now do not serve you. This can be seen as a chore under compulsion, or an exciting adventure! There is always a choice in operation - and so there is always a potential to recognize the active choice and thus HAVE choice in whether to persist in it or focus in some other idea that is more aligned with who you now feel and know yourself to be - BECAUSE of having this feedback of dis-appointment.
If you put your treasure where it is robbed, trashed, corrupted and abused. Stop! Put it where it truly belongs. As Steven Hotho indicates, true worth is something that you can recognize and extend - rather than get from some set of ideas that seem to be what they are not. (Or indeed get from opposing some set of ideas).
What does it profit a man to gain the world if he loses his Soul?
When the 'prodigal' wakes to the true nature of his wretched condition - he regains a freedom of perspective from which to re-evaluate a mind that before he was too busy living. It was a mind of independent private authority - ie: the will to power.
It is hard to articulate this in words because identity confusion is so profound.
If you choose to accept that your life is but a futility in an evil or insane malevolence - then those thoughts are enacting such a purpose upon your consciousness and will bring forth fruit accordingly. THIS is where I see you as being in control or rather in relationship with Thought Itself. Not control over fixing outcomes - but in being on purpose as to what thoughts you are accepting by living from.
Nothing turns out to be what it seemed and the sense of loss and disturbance is profound. I don't know where you live - but if you can get out into Nature - someplace where the surroundings of sight smell and sound help to harmonise and touch in at a wordless thoughtless level.
Loss of true context leads to crazy thinking. You cant change what you are unwilling to own in yourself, and when you have owned crazy thinking in yourself - you wont want to use it to change it - but from a deeper place, life aligns in different ways - if you let it, hang in with and stay in a place of honouring it. Lies are also used as a kind of protection against what one simply cannot face. Compassion is different from sympathy. Unless we open to allow a self-acceptance, we operate on a hidden self-denial - which is another word for lies. You ARE having the time of your life! - but the quality of your unfolding experience depends on what you are choosing to use it for. Lies falsely frame the sense of options available. Curiosity is willing to revisit ideas and beliefs that DID serve you to some extent but now do not serve you. This can be seen as a chore under compulsion, or an exciting adventure! There is always a choice in operation - and so there is always a potential to recognize the active choice and thus HAVE choice in whether to persist in it or focus in some other idea that is more aligned with who you now feel and know yourself to be - BECAUSE of having this feedback of dis-appointment.
2016/03/06
Life in Earth or nightmare enslavement
In reply to Alex vandenBerg:
https://jonrappoport.wordpress.com/2016/03/02/trump-why-the-elite-media-were-completely-wrong-about-his-chances/#comment-151405
We can all learn from noticing rather than reacting - even amidst the energetic of reaction. That seems a tall order - but there is no other hope I can offer humanity than to wake in place - amidst whatever is actually moving and own it. Not use it for blame - but open a self-acceptance in place of whatever thinking is invalidating you - regardless if it seems to be an 'others' it is still our own joining and acceptance of it that cuts us.
You are the unique expression of your own answer to this question.
What do you want? It is easy to say you don't want slavery and disaster while persisting to act in the ways that invite it. To say you are powerless and that you don't make any difference.
The trap is to let a fear of the negative become your working definition or driving force. If you are constantly focusing in and feeding the idea of want you DONT want then nothing of what your heart truly desires can reach you - and still less move you to act forth in your world in a way that can be genuinely met.
If there were both these realities splitting off from this timing - which bus are you currently on?
Make sure you are at one with your choices and then whatever unfolds will meet and reflect the true of you.
... In your view, Do you think humanity will ultimately be enslaved under a nightmarish, Orwellian technocratic world government? Or will we avert disaster?
https://jonrappoport.wordpress.com/2016/03/02/trump-why-the-elite-media-were-completely-wrong-about-his-chances/#comment-151405
We can all learn from noticing rather than reacting - even amidst the energetic of reaction. That seems a tall order - but there is no other hope I can offer humanity than to wake in place - amidst whatever is actually moving and own it. Not use it for blame - but open a self-acceptance in place of whatever thinking is invalidating you - regardless if it seems to be an 'others' it is still our own joining and acceptance of it that cuts us.
You are the unique expression of your own answer to this question.
What do you want? It is easy to say you don't want slavery and disaster while persisting to act in the ways that invite it. To say you are powerless and that you don't make any difference.
The trap is to let a fear of the negative become your working definition or driving force. If you are constantly focusing in and feeding the idea of want you DONT want then nothing of what your heart truly desires can reach you - and still less move you to act forth in your world in a way that can be genuinely met.
If there were both these realities splitting off from this timing - which bus are you currently on?
Make sure you are at one with your choices and then whatever unfolds will meet and reflect the true of you.
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