Of allowing release of denied mind to awareness

Rising fears
in failure.
Such shame
as helpless,
mutiny unmans

A falling apart
in guise of poverty
in mask of illness
such pains of loss
in misalignment
turned malignant

A meaninglessness
into a mind of
madness and
deep terror,
of possession
by hate
of very self,
in murderous
intent.

Yet by denial
is frozen, scattered.
This act that would,
yet can not!
It but replays
itself within
denied impossibility .

Auto repeating
itself as every
impulse of
I Am,
that Moves
as Life,
is killed
by judgement

From a mind
that asserts
insanity
as truth
and Truth
insane.

Nothing can
ever resolve
an unreal
conflict

Waking up
is release into
an always
already free
singular
expression

That which Lights
this mind
Is self existing
awareness

Deny not
the
the Life
I am

But give only
as you do receive
and this is done.



brian in a moment